why does it still bother me? goddess, i want to stop thinking about all of that. i want to forget it all. it's in the past, it's over, it's done, it doesn't affect me now. but something always happens that i don't expect that sends me reeling backwards. *puts hands on either side of head and squeezes eyes* i want the memories to go away. i want the ( Read more... )

right. so the gay marriage ban. total bullshit! i am so outraged that the thing passed. i've been bitching about it all day, like...how can people be so self-centered and just plain stupid ( Read more... )

*crosses fingers ( Read more... )

Its always Miller Time ( Read more... )

"your entries recently have been really emo."
"oh god you're totally right. i disgust myself."i couldn't get ahold of marisa this afternoon to see if she could give me a ride to the AIA (arhcaeology institute of america) lecture this afternoon, but that's okay. I walked there, not minding the cold, eating m&ms and old twix bars from the hallowe'en ( Read more... )

we went to the hunter's moon pow wow tonight, because i've traded my body and my services for a couple nights of feeling alive. and oh i felt so alive ( Read more... )

last night was fun. mostly. thanks for everyone who turned up ( Read more... )

i really really really really need a hug. this day has been shitty beyond belief. i'm seriously going to start crying soon.

so yesterday i still went along with the rummage sale even though i was sick and i only made $30 ( Read more... )

thanks janine for the night out. it was fun ( Read more... )