second guessing is always my thing it seems since i've moved into the motherhood realm ( Read more... )

but i've been rather secretive lately ( Read more... )

I was on the highway.
My plan didn't work out. Now I'm hooked.

At least I learned how to really move on.
I've got a feeling about this one...because I am so scared of it all....way too much.

ugh i've got the spins.

a reflection of the inner thoughts that never seem to leave my head ( Read more... )

the ability to make a memory that involves feelings just that - a memory.

not a travesty or a heart break or something that still bleeds when you touch it. - progression

I can't believe how ridiculous my family is. My mom pretends like everything is normal. my Dad just keeps ignoring me....doesn't seem to care about any of this. The selfishness just keeps building and half the time I want to punch my Mom in the face ( Read more... )

churning up shit that i thought was gone ( Read more... )

he is such a fucking selfish controlling piece of shit. i love him for having a part in raising me and loving me essentially.....i do believe he does love me....but the part of him that was sane is gone now and he doesn't deserve much from me ( Read more... )

"i honostly believed in you ( Read more... )