i dont update this much cause only kristi reads it and she reads my xanga too. so... hmmm... i'm listening to the ramones for the first time since, well, last night but this is their older stuff. stayed up til 5 this morning watching cops cause i couldnt sleep. probly gonna deposit my paycheck soon.

it really seems like my depression is just seasonal. this is both good and bad. it's good because i wont be depressed all yer round. it's bad because i spent the entire begining of my relationship with kristi in a pissy mood ( Read more... )

{Likes}What is their full date of birth?:9/2/86 Favorite food?:peanut butter Favorite color?:black Favorite car?:i dont think she has one Favorite wine/liquor/beer/alcoholic drink?:doesnt drink Favorite movie?:just married Favorite season?:fall Favorite holiday?:i dont think she has one Favorite sexual position?:missionary Favorite sport?:doesnt ( Read more... )

The BasicsMale/Female:male Heterosexual/homosexual/bisexual?:heterosexual Are you certain of your sexual orientation?:pretty sure If not, why arn't you? If you are, how do you know?: Your age:19 How often do you think about sex in a normal day?:maybe once How often do you think about other sexual acts besides intercourse?:about the same Have you ( Read more... )

tuesday i climbed to eagle rock again, this time with campbell. then i met up with joe and we went to get kevin from work to change his oil. so we took care of that and drove around for a bit. after all that i needed a shower so i took care of that and headed to graver's to get skot, essig, and the shitheads. we hung out at the mall until kristi ( Read more... )

things are begining to look up. the past few days have been very good and seem to only promise more better days. nate got me an application for eden contracting to work with him. that seems like an extremely nice job. it'll be a lot of hard work but i like that. we(kristi, essig, jesse, frank, gauvey, and i) climbed to eagle rock on sunday and i ( Read more... )

it seems as though people think that i am warping kristi by making her do all kinds of drugs and have sex after which i will get her pregnant and/or dump her ass. there are however holes in this theory. one: kristi hit a bowl once. two: the sex thing seems pretty mutual and if it's one sided it sure as hell isnt me forcing her. three: the chances ( Read more... )

the hunt for a new job is on ( Read more... )

I GOT TO SEE KRISTI TODAY ( Read more... )

i am truly in love with kristi. she's all i think about any more. every hopeless dream i have revolves around her. she's perfect for me in every way. i want to be with her forever. she can leave whenever she wants as long as she takes me with her. without her who would fix my lip ring???? (the ball usually falls out sunday night after i come home ( Read more... )