today I see things with a better side of them that usually I don't see in the fog of reality I have taken this for granite I have loss pieces of me that made up of myself life is to short to set and waste the day I need to seize the moment.

I dont know what happen last night one big miss understanding but Im on the verge of lossing the one I care about most and everything i worked for at this point.

I hit a rough spot but things are working out I get really really stressed out around dec I should get my car up and running in 3 days tops it sucks ass not having a car.

Im so fucking pissed today is the fucking shitest day I have ever lived I have no house no car no job no money so I guess that makes me a worthless piece of shit I should just be pissed off at myself for my actions which ended this way I had nothing to do all day I slept all day and watched tv I watched my grandparents yell at each other all day ( Read more... )

So this dec. is a little better than the other years I dont know why I get stressed out every dec maybe its in my past at least I got you to get through this quiting smoking has made me a wreck so I have been short tempered I need to keep my cool one day at a time right.

i found the car I was looking for they are going to hold it for me for a few weeks which is great spare parts for the cost the car has no wheels though its going to be a task plus a place to store it I might have one place if i luck out

I got offered a job threw crosby I think i'll go for it 9 dollars an hour plus benifits The only this is can my car make it near great lakes crossing back and forth.

I cant believe some of the shit that happen last night Jesus climbed a bank and was standing on the 352 bank sign which was great I talked to the cop that almost arrested me last thursday I talked alot of shit to the dda then he tried to fight me for calling him Marten Lawrence and a run of the mill bitch and then he pulled me over and said your ( Read more... )

yesterday I was drunk by 2 I dont know why but I did it anyway things have been great thursday was alot of fun I got 2 more friends I thought wouldn't ever happen because of what was said in the past but anyways I think I'm going to Cow Camp alot of people are going this year it should be good old times like the following years

I going to have fun as much as possible no one is going to take that from me