trying to understand.

[rewindmylife4]

I've never been one to underestimate love. But lately I just dont understand it. I don't understand how you can look someone in the eye and tell them you love them when you don't. Maybe it's because you think you do at the time, but I can't comprehend that either. I just don't know how to be happy. I don't know how to think rationally and be in

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[nerdloser]

I'm sorry about the job thing. That sounds fucked up. I can't even get one because I'm way too shy so I feel limited in what I should try and apply for plus the fact I have no experience whatsoever. And sometimes love is stupid too, especially when it doesn't seem to want to come to you. You were really hurt and treated badly so to find someone you like like that again is gonna be hard for you. I hope you find him soon.

[rewindmylife4]

Yeah, it has been fucked up. We need to hang out soon and catch up.

[happydissonance]

The thing is . . . he does want to come to her.