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When You Know You've Failed...
This is just a random post to share the enjoyments of failing, because I have failed A LOT today. Number One fail is that I haven't posted in ages because I simply forget to and the fact that I don't have the time. It's not like anyone else should read this, because it's just full of mundane crap anyhow. But yes, not posting is most definitely a ( Read more... ) -
Pinnochio
I think that if I was ever to die a painful, not influenced by anyone else death, it would be like this. So I've been really sick this school year for no reason at all, and this isn't one of those "OMG It's JUST a headache, let's not go to school!" kind of 'sick'. It's the kind of sick where I wake up every morning, get ready for school, then dry ( Read more... ) -
I'm confused
I don't know what I want, what I'm looking for now. Aspirations? None. Desires, none. I don't even think that I want to live anymore, but I do want to, I just can't seem to make anyone understand that it's true. One great thing to make me happy, that's all I ever needed to keep me sane, but I didn't have anything for the longest time, and SuJu's ( Read more... ) -
Really, Just Whatever
So, I've been waiting for someone to be on the net so that I can talk to them, but that didn't happen so I'm not going to bother anymore and just blog my sorrows away, which is why I got a LiveJournal in the first place, right? Sure, let's just go with that.
So (I start off like that alot) I went through a lot of the old poems that I wrote when I ( Read more... ) -
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The Suicide Chronicles-Minase
I watched the video on my cell phone, intent on memorizing every detail that was presented, every line on his face. It had been ages, months, since I had seen him, one of my best friends, Minase, in flesh or even on computer screen pixels. I shouldn’t have been surprised that he would have pulled a ( Read more... ) -
Awkward SuJu Thought...
Okay, so I hit the wrong button and now I have to rewrite this entire thing again even though the first time was good enough.
I was looking up pictures of Super Junior and I suddenly get this thought in my head that is exceedingly random and it goes exactly like this, "Understanding SuJu is like dying."
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So now I am trying to ( Read more... ) -
Grassy Weekend
Okay, so I happen to be in marching band, and we got to go to one of the Big Ten's football stadium where some of us discovered what Astro-turf (however it's spelled) really is. So there we were sitting on the synthetic grass about to pee our pants because there happened to not be a bathroom for over a couple of hours. This may not pertain to ( Read more... )