On the prowl is what you Could say. I'm not sure if this is temporary until Aunt Flo comes into town. But I'm enjoying it. Go figure Rob had countless guy friends that I could just rip right into. Haha. I'm kidding. If the night had gone on for longer and was relocated at the club then I'd definitely have some options. Oh gee I'm totally in heat. ( Read more... )

Keith; one of the ultimate hotties of all my boy related anythings. No lie the personality at first was a turn off SERIOUSLY but then there was laughter, some nice gentleman qualities, the companionship, choosing me over the best friend and the flirting just fell into place along with the heated make out sessions. The thing is we never went all the ( Read more... )

Involved Jack Astor's at Front and York for Rob's birthday, Midtown for Nancy's birthday, Toby's to chill and take advantage of last call, Chinatown to freeze while others ate and finally FILM to satisfy my inner raver. I seriously can't afford this lifestyle. But last night I got buy on 50 bucks. Woot Woot. :) and I had a buzz that was ( Read more... )

How quickly I pronounce love everlasting and so quickly after I reject it. It is the burning in me that rises and falls along with time that decides these fatal feelings. It is foolishness. And reality has slapped the sense back into me. A month from now I may be at point A all over again but right here and now I believe it's over. The storm is now ( Read more... )

What does it mean when I snicker at a black man doing sweet things and professing unconditional love for his girlfriend. See, I really meant his current girlfriend or the girlfriend you're aware of. I feel like I'm racist now or something because I can't grasp the concept that black men can really really love anyone other than a black woman and ( Read more... )

why is it any time i decide to say something nice about you, you decide to fuck it up? i can't say i'm too upset nor am i suprised. maybe that's what i needed to send myself running to the good guy. you fucker. :) seriously though... what a jack ass. how on earth do i expect that to change. you have so many faces... i can't deal anymore. but i will ( Read more... )

The new crush freaks me out so much that I'm running to homie with all kinds of trouble. Why? The uncertainty, the possible fall out, the risk... I just don't know if I can do it again. So... I run to the last one who did it. Who shattered me every which way. Because in my mind, he just can't break me anymore. And I honestly miss his ass. Just in ( Read more... )

I don't know what to type. My wisdom teeth are coming out and it hurts like a bitch. I should get them removed but I have zero dollars for such a procedure. Apparently my teeth could fall out. I'm not looking forward to that. In fact I believe I'll find a way to get them out before that happens. Time is ticking though. Sigh. I need to clean my room ( Read more... )

I experience fear on a daily basis. I sometimes wish I was emotionless and was just ambivalent towards life and all the random shit that comes with it. But then I'd turn into some crazy druggie homeless person. I am definitely a decent result considering my childhood. You'd think I'd be complimenting myself with that comment. I suppose I am but in ( Read more... )

Lost the vibe after it fucked up.
Sorry LJ, I've relocated.
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