'Tis been quite a while, once again, since I have updated my lovely, precious, and...uh..."special" journal. I missed it too, but that doesn't matter. What matters is that I inform of what has happened. So here goes ( Read more... )

DAYUM to the max! I haven't updated in a looooooong time. But to tell you the truth, all that's been happening has been a shitload o' swimming and a shitload o' school. I'm starting to get sick of both of them, but I get to slack off from swimming now that states are over. As for school.....damn.....still another nine weeks to go. yeah..... WEll, I ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results
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it's kinda sad that the first thing I get to update about in a long time is some questionare. But I guess the true reason I haven't been updating is because nothing happens. Even though I updated all the time over the summer when nothing happened then. I had nothing better to do. But here's the questionare ( Read more... )

Today kicked ass almost as much as yesterday did. I'm finally starting to get into the groove of being the old me. And it rocks. Callie's starting to become more a friend like when it was summertime and the beginning of the school year. I don't know what had happened to me in the first place to change but it's good to be back to the way it was. I ( Read more... )

I've been pretty good lately I guess. I had an awesome christmas gift-wise and stuff. But it just didn't feel like Christmas at all. I was still in my anger/depression hole and my mom triggered me off on Christmas day. She made me REALLY mad and I didn't want to fuck up Christmas day, so I punched a fuvking hole in my wall. I didn't yell or ( Read more... )

I just looked at a bunch of my old journal entries and I've realized how much I've changed. It upsets me. I'm depressed now. And I look and see that Callie hasn't changed with me. She and I aren't that good of friends anymore. I'd like to blame this all on school and my new fucking swimming schedule from the beginning. Ever since school started, ( Read more... )

So the other day I walk up this sign in a mall (in Martinsville) and it says "Floor slippery when wet". And I'm just standing there thinking "Well duh! What the hell do you think it is?! MORE GRIPPABLE!?" Not knowing this I said it out loud and everyone just went walking along without even noticing. It scares me. I'm scared. (<-how obviously ( Read more... )

poop...

my last mood was TIRED and PISSED off at the same time