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wow....oh wow. trippin' on a whole in a paper heart, smoke to joints, dark side of the moon....those are the only things i can say to explain Sat night @ Great Woods. so good man, so good....NOAH! A SHOUT OUT TO NOAH!!! and all the other people i knew from SK and SJC....fuck yeah, Willie and Jake....video from a grass's point of view.....can't wait ( Read more... )

sometimes things just have a way of being fated to happen. i never believe in stuff like that till strange and beautiful things start. like when you apply for on job and get 2, when you go to a party and decide not to flirt or whatever and you meet your potential boyfriend, it's like going to bed at 7pm and waking up at 1am to eat dinner and turing ( Read more... )

wow, been a bit o' time since the last post, though, i have a feeling you all haven't been rushing to check out lj to see if i have posted....anyway, i got a new job as a secretary for a very large company, and there is some more news, but i want to tell you guys individually. then there is Bren, who has changed my mind about being a girlfriend, ( Read more... )

well ok then...its been awhile i guess. sitting here watching Amazing Stories (OOOHHH AAAAHHH - in a scarey voice) spent the day reading and then did some house work. till work begins again thats all i ever do. ok, nevermind, its Beyond Belief : fact or fiction, but still kinda erie and fun. doesn anyone else watch Blow Out? or is it just me? i ( Read more... )

bad girl, drunk my six. kissing some kind of strangers lips. smoked to many ciggarettes today, not happy when i act this way.....

i will never, ever do heroin. fuckin, holy shit man, got wrecked and watched fuckin Requiem for a Dream last nite with Lins and Ally. never ever will i do drugs like that. holy shit, that was intenese movie moments. my brain still feels like jello and i can't even comprehend the simplest of thoughts. tho, i seem to be quite elequent on the keyboard ( Read more... )

remember that nite when we drove all around rhode island? and we kept playing that song by Avril Lavigne? oh, i miss that. great island just isn't the same when i go there with someone else. oh man, remember all the late nite chats and when you and mikey had sex on my floor...while i was passed out on the bed? which was fine, cuz i had sex in Mikey ( Read more... )

so i wrote this e-mail about 3 weeks ago to him, and i guess this means its offically over. all of it. the feelings, the friendship and the past. i am sort of relieved and saddened. i mean, i have known him for 7 years and this is it. left with nothing but bad memories and emotional scarring. but i guess its ok, cuz i had him to thank for the ( Read more... )