ok, its all cool now. i am over what happened. i seriously was very upset tho. but you know what? i dont care. its just a birthday, i am just getting older...whoopi-dee-do....so ok, i'm cool now. plus i smoked a lot, and that helped me feel better. and i got my frustration out on the dart board. tho, now i need new pictures of all of you....hahaha ( Read more... )

You know when you are so sad that it makes you kinda nausiated...and then the tears well up in your eyes and you fight real hard to keep them from slipping out? thats when you know that your special day is nothing but a joke to everyone else. so maybe its time to take something for the pain ( Read more... )

so i realized what my problem is. i suround myself with assholes. which, yes is my own fault...but i shall be rectifying that real soon. i guess maybe i do it because then i can have an excuse to be a bitch, but i am sick of being a bitch all the time, and i am sick of my friends screwing me over, and making me feel shitty. you guys made me look ( Read more... )

so thanks guys for making my birthday so great. i had the best nite ever. you know, the only thing i hate about lj is you cant hear my sarcasm. but maybe you can hear this instead...FUCK YOU GUYS, not only did you all have ample time to just tell me you weren't going, a bunch of you called me that nite, and when i called you back you didnt answer ( Read more... )

ok guys, invitations are being verbally sent to you all. if anyone needs directions give me a call. present not optional. its not a BYOB, so you can spend that money on me. i take checks, cash and credit cards....wait a sec, i don't take checks. tee hee...anywhoo, hope to see you all there! 3/18/05 @ 9 pm.
PEACE

oh my god. last night was insane. i mean, IN-FUCKING-SANE. not only is there puke all over our towels and half the hallway, there were also like 20 people in our summer house. devided into 2 factions. oh and eewww, who ivited the new kid? i was such a putz to think that a 19 yr old could hold his fuckin booze. it was cool though to party with Dave ( Read more... )

i guess i should update since i am sitting here anyway. but there really isnt much to say. i work, i party, i smoke to much for my own good. so thats about it. except maybe that i miss some people who are not around, and i think about past loves sometimes when i drive the hour to work and back. but as long as everyone is good and safe or whatever, ( Read more... )

well ok then, its been a little bit since the last entry. but then again i have been really busy with my job, so i dont get time to just sit much. except last weekend, cuz i had that off, and then tuesday, had that off too...oh and the saturday that just happened, and yesterday too....but other then those 4, ahh, 5 (?) days, i never have any time. ( Read more... )

my dad gave me a car. well, technically i had to pay 1 dollar. now i just have to get insurance (fun fun fun). but hey, its life of a non-student. the job thing is cool, other then having to deal with super white trash, but thats only once a week now, for about 10 minutes. which is all i can handle, and those of you who know me well, know i dont do ( Read more... )

My Version: worked from 9 am to 9pm. Kelly decided we are going to go out saturday night and hit like C.C.'s and maybe Good Times. thats cool, i love Connecticut man. so my shift will be over in an hour and Kelly calls me, "Grab like 40$ and we are going to The Derby." "Ok man, what's the Derby? is that another bar?" "Yeah, its like 30 minutes away ( Read more... )