do you carry the moon in your womb?

[rhcpfan3447]

so i talked alot about life yesterday with amber. i've come to the conclusion that to achieve future as well as current goals you must purge, or rid yourself of all past "influences". i'm beyond it all. not better just beyond. and i'm through. there are only a select few that can have my respect right now. i dont want to hear about the parties or

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[udollfaceu]

i dunno what to say to this

[udollfaceu]

ps- i hope you're not planning on phasing out our friendship or anything like that. just remember that i understand that you've changed and all....but you also gotta understand where I'm at here. we are both still the same old wacky girls we've always been. i just dont want you to forget that or give up on it. meh i dunno what else to say...talk to you soon

[rhcpfan3447]

dude it wasn't about you exactly. it's juss everyone i'm friends with or talk to at all with the exception of my mami talks about these killer parties and such. it's cool youre still doin that cuz i know you still keep up with your responsibilities. it's just kinda frustrating and weird cuz i feel so damn old and settled at sucha young age. it feels verry distant. like i've been disconnected from youth overnite. i know wah-wah blah blah and such i sound whinny because i choose this. and i am happy it's just hard to explain.. i guess in a weird way i thought i would never be happy not being intoxicated... and now i am. and no i don't wanna phase out our friendship. you my grrl. btw my due date has changed... i'll pop by Nov. 20th not Dec. 6th. so you'll probably be home for turkey day in tyme to see my sweaty ass in labor!