i think im steadily losing my mind ( Read more... )

today sucked. i burned the shit out of my hand and i couldn't feel it. i love mike bouley because he at least will give things to me straight up.

happy two months to me.

i want to put yesterday in a box. because it was one of those days that you only get like 4 of all summer. it was just so much fun at the beach with all the little kids that were cute and john playing soccer again and i don't know they're all just really nice people. and jon came just like old school. the drive home was just a lot of fun too we had ( Read more... )

i went to the beach for two days hoooray i love the demkos. especially garebear and jack. and brittany. and thomas. and bear. and the little monsters. and beau i guess ( Read more... )

so yea. im finally done with everything. no more stupid recital hooray. it went well even though it started off bad but it's just because i was super nervous ( Read more... )

i wish it was fucking saturday. lately i've just been way too stressed out over stupid piano. i mean it's supposed to be something that i actually enjoy. but ok i had lessons monday and wednesday for all together like 3 hours. and i had a recital today where i was the oldest one there in front of all these little bastards. and i blew it. i mean i ( Read more... )

so guys i had my first of the three recitals that i will have in the next week today. it was my all of my teacher's student's recital so it was fun. it's just i've been having these since i was like 7 years old (i refused to do recitals for the first two years until i got a teacher with some brains who made me, despite all my tantrums and crying ( Read more... )

holy shit we're graduating today ( Read more... )

everything is ok now after a couple of really really long and difficult talks. SO yea. i love john logan and he is my boyfriend ( Read more... )

why am i still up ( Read more... )