The side of my head is pounding, there is throbbing in my left arm, I feel really queasy and lightheaded. And I was supposed to go to a picnic tommorow. 96% percent of the time I feel like dying and the one night that I actually feel like I have something to look forward too is the night that I think I might die. Why me! I'm going to call my mom ( Read more... )

I just remembered how little my dad cares about me.He couldn't even be bothered to take me shopping even though he's been promised to all week. I finally made up my mind to go to the local grocery store myself although everything there is twice as expensive as it would be at the store that I wanted him to take me too ( Read more... )

I can't wait until I get out of here. I wonder if things will be better in Florida.

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What a load of bunk!

All my life normal people have used, abused and discarded me simply because they could ( Read more... )

Im so lonely that I could scream!!

I've forgotten how ling it's been since I even toughed another human being.

I hate life, the world and myself.

Good night!

I finally met another girl that I like and that likes me. Her name is Laurie and we have been sending IM's emails back and forth and calling her on the phone ( Read more... )

Laura and I are back together.

Going to give my old boss an late christmas present.

An CD filled with utilities that he does'nt have.

'Tis a cold and snowy weekend we be having' arrg!!! Nothing to do but to snuggle up to a blanket and watch Word Of Honor with Don Johnson, MST3K and You're Under Arrest The Movie and look for new members for my self advocacy mailing list here.



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