WELL.. umm.. i am having a WONDERFUL day yesterday and today.

i have the BESTEST BOYFRIEND EVER and i am NOT lying. Austin could not be MORE better of a boyfriend. i love it sooo much. i hope it never ever changes. i still talk to mark a little bit of a lot. i looooove seeing ALLISON EVERY SINGLE DAY it just BOOSTS my mood soooooo much. i see her ( Read more... )

today we had to write this letter to ourselves in BCIS. she asked us what we worried about the most and i wrote ( Read more... )

well school starts tomorrow and i'm not scared except for my presentation in AP Biology and kinda scared of Mrs. Wallace's class and Pre Cal as well.. everything else i'm good on. it's like 12:30 at night and i'm sick and i can't sleep this is just terrible. i got in bed at 10 then i woke up at 11:30 and couldnt sleep so i went and watched Road ( Read more... )

i am sick. GEEZ i hate being fucking sick. it pisses me off.

what's happened lately? oh.. a lot. i talk to Mark like EVERYDAY now, he's funny. Friday me and Alexis went to the volleyball game, we found it boring so we left and came as we pleased. umm.. then after the game we went to the parking lot and stephanie called lexus and told her to come to ( Read more... )

Lee Clark is an ASSHOLE. geez. it PISSES ME OFF how SMART he thinks he is. and whenever he's like "baby quit getting worked up.. you blow everything out of proportion.. (laughs) you are SUCH a drama queen" it makes you get even MORE PISSED OFF and YELL that you are NOT a drama queen and that he is just fucking PUSHING your buttons and that you just ( Read more... )

I miss--

I miss Jeremy-- he has no internet.. he is busy with football.. i havent talked to him in forever.. i miss him so much.. you have no idea.. he is my best friend.. i can talk to him about everything.. and even though nothing traumatizing is going on in my life i still want to be there for him. he may not be there for me all the time but i ( Read more... )

i did not get matching backpacks with paige. thankyouverymuch. i saw bags i wanted though. and i saw shoes i wanted too. in JOURNEY'S i saw them. they are converses.. most people will think i'm "trying to be punk" or w/e the hell they wanna think but i'm not. i just wanna wear shoes. just like if a punk person wore flip flops i wouldn't be like " ( Read more... )

i think i can honestly and truthfully say now that i am truely hurt and that hurt fills my whole heart from the very top to the botomless pits that used to be filled.

i don't know what happened, i don't know what went wrong. but something did.. and now i can see that it did, but i am blind as to what that actually IS.

i do not like this. i do ( Read more... )

hello.. i've been at my grandma's. . .  and tomorrow i leave for my cousin Kristen's wedding which i am DREADING by the way. . .  i'm sick.

i told austin i was gunna get sick and i did. . . i jynxed myself. . .  it sucks.

i got one sore tonsil. . . i need those bitches taken out. . . and i had a 102 fever but it keeps going away and coming back ( Read more... )

The "Perfect Guy"

1. Hair color- brown
2. Eye color- brown or blue
3. Height- taller than me but not like SUPER TALL

4. Six pack- yes please!
5. Long or short hair- depends on how he looks with long or short hair.. most of the time I like long.
6. glasses- I wouldn’t CHOOSE glasses but its okay if he has them.
7. piercing- no.. the only piercing I’d be ( Read more... )