Can you Manage my Love? Decision
Title: Can you Manage my Love?
Pairing: KyuSung
Genre: Romance, AU
Rating: G
Length: chaptered
Summary: Snap-shots of the life of Kyuhyun, singer, and Yesung, Kyuhyun's manager, in their very own complicated world.
Note: Here is the next part! for KyuSung/YeKyu shippers out there^^ (beware of errors and the long rambling XD)
Character Profile☆彡 First Meeting ★彡 Offer
Here is the edit without the title^^ their individual pics are just love. fr:Official SS4Sydney FB
Decision
"So I have heard that you won the contest." his father stated as they ate dinner together.
"Y-Yeah," Kyuhyun stopped eating knowing the following words will lose his appetite.
"It is nice showcasing your talent Kyuhyun but education must be your top priority," his father sternly said as his mother and sister remained silent.
"Finishing college is also my priority but I want to-"
"No. You need to focus on college if you want to get a degree and make us proud."
Kyuhyun clenched his hand under the table as he bit his lower lip to prevent himself from answering back to his father.
"I really don't get it why kids and people right now would want to be an artist or an idol that other people worships," his father continued, "Don't they know that it's a waste of time? After being in the spotlight they will soon be nothing! Education is the key to success, not showbizness. I really can't believe that Siwon didn't obeyed your uncle and he-"
"I've lost my appetite," Kyuhyun declared as he left the dining table and went to his room. His father never failed to demolish his thoughts of being a singer by telling him such things and reminding him of what happened to his cousin Siwon. Siwon's father rejected the idea of his son wanting to be an actor so when Siwon told him that he will be training at a company, he said that he will not support and tolerate his actions in any kind of way, to the point that he will not acknowledge him as his son. Siwon accepted his father's decision and continued pursuing his passion even if it meant that his father will not recognize him anymore as his son. Kyuhyun still got connected to his older cousin and learned that the company where he trains was KH Entertainment, Yesung's company.
Plopping down his bed, he stared at his piano, harmonica and clarinet, some of the instruments he learned how to play with his own motivation and perseverance. His parents allowed him to take lessons to learn those instruments only because he told them he wanted to discover more of his talents that can further enhance his intelligence and not because he really wanted to know how to play those instruments because of his hidden love for music. Unlike Siwon, Kyuhyun was scared of telling and having his parents, especially his father, disapproval of his dream to become a singer.
Ever since a child, Kyuhyun would do his best to please his parents. Every time he would get an award or an academic achievement his father never fails on telling him how proud he was. Being a son of a man whose work was concerned with Education doesn't really proved to be his advantage that he wondered why did he wanted to be a singer.
And then he remembered the reason that lit up the fire in his heart.
Kyuhyun's eyes were glued at the tv screen, "Umma, what is he doing?" he pointed at the boy.
"What is he doing? He is singing dear," his mother answered.
"Singing?" Kyuhyun's eyes twinkled.
"The technique of producing musical sounds with the voice, or the performance of songs," his sister said, "You can sing too you know, just like that kid."
"Really? But he is so great!" Kyuhyun announced as he got nearer the tv to listen closely, "His voice is like my favorite chocolate! Dark chocolate! I love it! I wonder if I can really sing too."
The boy in the tv smiled as he finished singing, also making Kyuhyun smile.
"And now for his ending song," the emcee said as the boy held his mic again. Instead of singing a hard, complicated song just like his first one, the boy started singing a nursery rhyme. "Twinkle, twinkle little star..."
Kyuhyun felt something tugged at his heart. He had read and memorized, for he loved it for some unknown reason, that poem from the book his father gave to him. He stood up and started singing along with the boy, "How I wonder what you are. Up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky."
His mother and sister clapped and praised him as he finished singing. He looked at his father, who has been busy reading the newspaper and some documents, and saw him smiling while looking up from his papers. He smiled and thought of the wonders singing can make to other people. He watched as the boy in the tv smiled again before bowing. He stared at the boy's eyes and saw it brimming with something still doesn't knew. Little did he knew that his eyes also brimmed with that something.
Kyuhyun stood up and made his way to his piano. He sat on the bench and stared at the keys, he was totally lost on what to do right now. He wants to be a full-pledged singer but he doesn't want to disappoint his father. He stroked the keys gracefully and closed his eyes, allowing the music he made to engulf him. Music never failed in cheering him up whenever he's down. He opened his eyes and his gaze fell on the glass door of his room leading to the small balcony of his room. Kyuhyun stood up and made his way out. He closed his eyes as he felt a breeze of wind gently caressed his whole body. He opened his eyes and looked up to the sky. The night sky was cloudless; millions of stars decorated and glittered in the sky, the North Star, big and small dipper, Cassiopeia, Orion and all of the other constellations visible to his eyes. Suddenly, he remembered two people, the boy from the video and the man he recently met, Yesung. He smiled, the stars seemed to tell him to call Yesung and follow his dream to be a singer. He realized that he wanted his thoughts to be as clear as the night sky.
Kyuhyun went inside his room to get his phone, the business card and the star sticker before going out of the balcony again. He punched the numbers in his phone but he still hadn't contacted Yesung. He looked at the star sticker that lay in his left palm. He smiled and pushed all the hesitations and fears away. He dialed the number.
"Yoboseyo?" came the husky voice from the other end of the line.
"Hello," Kyuhyun greeted.
"Ah! This is Kyuhyun right?" Yesung sounded very cheerful, "How are you?"
"Fine," Kyuhyun wondered why it felt like he was calling to his (lover) friend rather than his future employer, "Can I ask what you are doing right now?"
"Right now? Don't laugh ok? I'm stargazing on the company's rooftop," Yesung laughed, "I was actually skipping work."
"Oh we are doing the same thing," Kyuhyun felt his heart beat faster, "Though it will be nicer to watch the stars from your position. I'm envious."
"I guess I'll invite you next time. The stars look very nice since there was no cloud blocking them," Yesung commented as Kyuhyun continued watching the stars too.
"Yeah, but I love clouds too. Especially in the daytime," Kyuhyun replied, "It makes me want to sing a happy song." Where their conversation has gone to?
"Oh me too! I guess you'll love my name too..."
"You're name? It's Yesung right? Art-like voice? How can that be related to the clouds?"
"My real name is actually Jongwoon, only a few close people know that. Almost everyone calls me Yesung," Yesung cleared.
"Then why are you telling me something so private?" Kyuhyun teased.
"I don't know. It feels weird that I'm comfortable saying such intimate facts about me to you," Yesung affirmed as Kyuhyun felt himself blushing, "You gave me a comfortable aura and your charisma seemed to pull me to you like a magnet."
"Yeah I know. I have always been a chick-magnet," Kyuhyun chuckled.
"You're so full of yourself! I was getting worried since you sound very different and serious when you said Hello, good thing you're back to being the cheeky mischievous brat I met," Yesung laughed, "So why did you call?"
"Would you believe me if I say it's nothing?"
"I would if you say so," Yesung hummed.
"Then I called to confirm about your offer to me," Kyuhyun smiled, "Why are you putting a lot of faith on me?"
"I don't exactly know too... I guess it will be needed when I became your manager," Yesung chuckled, "But I'm happy to know you are interested in my offer with you."
'Yeah, I'm interested in it as much as I'm interested with you,' thought Kyuhyun, "But I need a lot of help from you."
"Help?" Yesung asked.
"Yeah, help me in convincing my father that I want to be a singer."
end of chap
yeah it's short. but at least I updated! bwahahahaha! I'm not even sure if I can continue this... hmmm
and I finally finished those drabbles I was writing! (they are so many... more than 10... I can't believe I managed to do that.) send it to my petal friend already XD
let us celebrate because of this vid. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjwfbuRWFb0&feature=youtu.be credits to Mom sujulovenl and @wwmisa.
Kyusung is Love~
lol it looked like someone told Kyu that they looked like a married couple XD
NO! I ACTUALLY THOUGHT SOMEONE TOLD KYU "YESUNG'S PREGNANT! IT'S A BOY!" just kidding XD I'm not really a fan of male pregnancy
would you mind if I state here some things that had been bothering me for a long time?
I started writing KyuSung fics last December 2010. at that time there was a lot of KyuSung shippers that helped me love our OTP more but sadly some of them are now MIA. some are busy while I don't know what's the reason of other shippers. it really makes me sad since I see them as members of a family, the KyuSung family. if any chance some of you are reading this. I would like to say I miss all of you. I hope to see your precious usernames again^^ without all of you I would not be here creating and writing weird KyuSung fics.
this time it's about some disappointing fact that really happens here.
A LOT of people just read fics and doesn't give any time or effort to post a comment or reaction. in fact, that is the reason why I am using a web counter, to see if there were ninjas reading my stories. one of the examples, when I posted the drabble Carpe Diem (yeah that very weird incoherent drabble) the views increased by 200 + but I only got 5 comments (lol). I was really taken aback by that (it made me confident that I really make weird incoherent fics that don't deserve comments hahahaha).
do you know hit-and-run? it is an accident about being or involving the driver of a motor vehicle who leaves the scene of an accident, especially one in which a pedestrian or another vehicle has been struck.
then let us use the words read-and-run (yeah I know. I have a dry humor XD). you read and you don't take the time to comment even just a "thank you for this fic" or a ":)".
sadly, some of the KyuSung writers stopped writing because of the lack of response, thinking that no one reads their stories but in fact, a lot of people read them... they just don't comment
seriously speaking, comments somewhat feeds the writer with motivation to continue writing, so seeing lack of response can really bring us down. I'm actually a writer that craves for comments... I just really love comments!
well I admit that I have a habit of not replying to the comments. but I really read all of it and I try my best to comment back (I'm actually starting to save all of your comments in a document that I will keep in my KyuSung folder :D). In fact, reading your comments really make me happy (knowing that I made you smile really brings me a lot of happiness. I'm a cheesy/crappy fluff writer! we can't do anything about it). sometimes I would be desperate in wanting to read comments that I almost put something like "Your comments keep me alive" "Please comment, I'm begging you" etc
I would love to receive comment, suggestions, questions, even violent reactions or a dot from everyone reading my fics.
well that was my thoughts about that matter. some of you may know that I'm planning to be on hiatus. but the fact is I was about to stop writing and give up on doing fics. my rambling about comments is one of the actual factors why I was tempted to stop. thanks to my friends who gave me their pieces of advice that's why I continue to write^^ as long as I got weird plots in my cranky mind I will continue writing.
and if one day, I really stopped in writing KyuSung fics... I will still continue being a proud gaemcloud. I will ship this OTP forever whatever happens. that's how beautiful their love for each other is (even if it's just bromance).
well that's a pretty long rambling. I hope changes will happen. what I'm actually saying is please do show support and love to EVERY KyuSung writer who writes the stories that YOU READ.
lol I hope no one will hate/block/report me after reading that. just voicing out my thoughts XD (did you even read this? bwahahahaha)
Fighting everyone^^
Truly yours,
Rhen^^
Pairing: KyuSung
Genre: Romance, AU
Rating: G
Length: chaptered
Summary: Snap-shots of the life of Kyuhyun, singer, and Yesung, Kyuhyun's manager, in their very own complicated world.
Note: Here is the next part! for KyuSung/YeKyu shippers out there^^ (beware of errors and the long rambling XD)
Character Profile☆彡 First Meeting ★彡 Offer
Here is the edit without the title^^ their individual pics are just love. fr:Official SS4Sydney FB
Decision
"So I have heard that you won the contest." his father stated as they ate dinner together.
"Y-Yeah," Kyuhyun stopped eating knowing the following words will lose his appetite.
"It is nice showcasing your talent Kyuhyun but education must be your top priority," his father sternly said as his mother and sister remained silent.
"Finishing college is also my priority but I want to-"
"No. You need to focus on college if you want to get a degree and make us proud."
Kyuhyun clenched his hand under the table as he bit his lower lip to prevent himself from answering back to his father.
"I really don't get it why kids and people right now would want to be an artist or an idol that other people worships," his father continued, "Don't they know that it's a waste of time? After being in the spotlight they will soon be nothing! Education is the key to success, not showbizness. I really can't believe that Siwon didn't obeyed your uncle and he-"
"I've lost my appetite," Kyuhyun declared as he left the dining table and went to his room. His father never failed to demolish his thoughts of being a singer by telling him such things and reminding him of what happened to his cousin Siwon. Siwon's father rejected the idea of his son wanting to be an actor so when Siwon told him that he will be training at a company, he said that he will not support and tolerate his actions in any kind of way, to the point that he will not acknowledge him as his son. Siwon accepted his father's decision and continued pursuing his passion even if it meant that his father will not recognize him anymore as his son. Kyuhyun still got connected to his older cousin and learned that the company where he trains was KH Entertainment, Yesung's company.
Plopping down his bed, he stared at his piano, harmonica and clarinet, some of the instruments he learned how to play with his own motivation and perseverance. His parents allowed him to take lessons to learn those instruments only because he told them he wanted to discover more of his talents that can further enhance his intelligence and not because he really wanted to know how to play those instruments because of his hidden love for music. Unlike Siwon, Kyuhyun was scared of telling and having his parents, especially his father, disapproval of his dream to become a singer.
Ever since a child, Kyuhyun would do his best to please his parents. Every time he would get an award or an academic achievement his father never fails on telling him how proud he was. Being a son of a man whose work was concerned with Education doesn't really proved to be his advantage that he wondered why did he wanted to be a singer.
And then he remembered the reason that lit up the fire in his heart.
Kyuhyun's eyes were glued at the tv screen, "Umma, what is he doing?" he pointed at the boy.
"What is he doing? He is singing dear," his mother answered.
"Singing?" Kyuhyun's eyes twinkled.
"The technique of producing musical sounds with the voice, or the performance of songs," his sister said, "You can sing too you know, just like that kid."
"Really? But he is so great!" Kyuhyun announced as he got nearer the tv to listen closely, "His voice is like my favorite chocolate! Dark chocolate! I love it! I wonder if I can really sing too."
The boy in the tv smiled as he finished singing, also making Kyuhyun smile.
"And now for his ending song," the emcee said as the boy held his mic again. Instead of singing a hard, complicated song just like his first one, the boy started singing a nursery rhyme. "Twinkle, twinkle little star..."
Kyuhyun felt something tugged at his heart. He had read and memorized, for he loved it for some unknown reason, that poem from the book his father gave to him. He stood up and started singing along with the boy, "How I wonder what you are. Up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky."
His mother and sister clapped and praised him as he finished singing. He looked at his father, who has been busy reading the newspaper and some documents, and saw him smiling while looking up from his papers. He smiled and thought of the wonders singing can make to other people. He watched as the boy in the tv smiled again before bowing. He stared at the boy's eyes and saw it brimming with something still doesn't knew. Little did he knew that his eyes also brimmed with that something.
Kyuhyun stood up and made his way to his piano. He sat on the bench and stared at the keys, he was totally lost on what to do right now. He wants to be a full-pledged singer but he doesn't want to disappoint his father. He stroked the keys gracefully and closed his eyes, allowing the music he made to engulf him. Music never failed in cheering him up whenever he's down. He opened his eyes and his gaze fell on the glass door of his room leading to the small balcony of his room. Kyuhyun stood up and made his way out. He closed his eyes as he felt a breeze of wind gently caressed his whole body. He opened his eyes and looked up to the sky. The night sky was cloudless; millions of stars decorated and glittered in the sky, the North Star, big and small dipper, Cassiopeia, Orion and all of the other constellations visible to his eyes. Suddenly, he remembered two people, the boy from the video and the man he recently met, Yesung. He smiled, the stars seemed to tell him to call Yesung and follow his dream to be a singer. He realized that he wanted his thoughts to be as clear as the night sky.
Kyuhyun went inside his room to get his phone, the business card and the star sticker before going out of the balcony again. He punched the numbers in his phone but he still hadn't contacted Yesung. He looked at the star sticker that lay in his left palm. He smiled and pushed all the hesitations and fears away. He dialed the number.
"Yoboseyo?" came the husky voice from the other end of the line.
"Hello," Kyuhyun greeted.
"Ah! This is Kyuhyun right?" Yesung sounded very cheerful, "How are you?"
"Fine," Kyuhyun wondered why it felt like he was calling to his (lover) friend rather than his future employer, "Can I ask what you are doing right now?"
"Right now? Don't laugh ok? I'm stargazing on the company's rooftop," Yesung laughed, "I was actually skipping work."
"Oh we are doing the same thing," Kyuhyun felt his heart beat faster, "Though it will be nicer to watch the stars from your position. I'm envious."
"I guess I'll invite you next time. The stars look very nice since there was no cloud blocking them," Yesung commented as Kyuhyun continued watching the stars too.
"Yeah, but I love clouds too. Especially in the daytime," Kyuhyun replied, "It makes me want to sing a happy song." Where their conversation has gone to?
"Oh me too! I guess you'll love my name too..."
"You're name? It's Yesung right? Art-like voice? How can that be related to the clouds?"
"My real name is actually Jongwoon, only a few close people know that. Almost everyone calls me Yesung," Yesung cleared.
"Then why are you telling me something so private?" Kyuhyun teased.
"I don't know. It feels weird that I'm comfortable saying such intimate facts about me to you," Yesung affirmed as Kyuhyun felt himself blushing, "You gave me a comfortable aura and your charisma seemed to pull me to you like a magnet."
"Yeah I know. I have always been a chick-magnet," Kyuhyun chuckled.
"You're so full of yourself! I was getting worried since you sound very different and serious when you said Hello, good thing you're back to being the cheeky mischievous brat I met," Yesung laughed, "So why did you call?"
"Would you believe me if I say it's nothing?"
"I would if you say so," Yesung hummed.
"Then I called to confirm about your offer to me," Kyuhyun smiled, "Why are you putting a lot of faith on me?"
"I don't exactly know too... I guess it will be needed when I became your manager," Yesung chuckled, "But I'm happy to know you are interested in my offer with you."
'Yeah, I'm interested in it as much as I'm interested with you,' thought Kyuhyun, "But I need a lot of help from you."
"Help?" Yesung asked.
"Yeah, help me in convincing my father that I want to be a singer."
end of chap
yeah it's short. but at least I updated! bwahahahaha! I'm not even sure if I can continue this... hmmm
and I finally finished those drabbles I was writing! (they are so many... more than 10... I can't believe I managed to do that.) send it to my petal friend already XD
let us celebrate because of this vid. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjwfbuRWFb0&feature=youtu.be credits to Mom sujulovenl and @wwmisa.
Kyusung is Love~
lol it looked like someone told Kyu that they looked like a married couple XD
NO! I ACTUALLY THOUGHT SOMEONE TOLD KYU "YESUNG'S PREGNANT! IT'S A BOY!" just kidding XD I'm not really a fan of male pregnancy
would you mind if I state here some things that had been bothering me for a long time?
I started writing KyuSung fics last December 2010. at that time there was a lot of KyuSung shippers that helped me love our OTP more but sadly some of them are now MIA. some are busy while I don't know what's the reason of other shippers. it really makes me sad since I see them as members of a family, the KyuSung family. if any chance some of you are reading this. I would like to say I miss all of you. I hope to see your precious usernames again^^ without all of you I would not be here creating and writing weird KyuSung fics.
this time it's about some disappointing fact that really happens here.
A LOT of people just read fics and doesn't give any time or effort to post a comment or reaction. in fact, that is the reason why I am using a web counter, to see if there were ninjas reading my stories. one of the examples, when I posted the drabble Carpe Diem (yeah that very weird incoherent drabble) the views increased by 200 + but I only got 5 comments (lol). I was really taken aback by that (it made me confident that I really make weird incoherent fics that don't deserve comments hahahaha).
do you know hit-and-run? it is an accident about being or involving the driver of a motor vehicle who leaves the scene of an accident, especially one in which a pedestrian or another vehicle has been struck.
then let us use the words read-and-run (yeah I know. I have a dry humor XD). you read and you don't take the time to comment even just a "thank you for this fic" or a ":)".
sadly, some of the KyuSung writers stopped writing because of the lack of response, thinking that no one reads their stories but in fact, a lot of people read them... they just don't comment
seriously speaking, comments somewhat feeds the writer with motivation to continue writing, so seeing lack of response can really bring us down. I'm actually a writer that craves for comments... I just really love comments!
well I admit that I have a habit of not replying to the comments. but I really read all of it and I try my best to comment back (I'm actually starting to save all of your comments in a document that I will keep in my KyuSung folder :D). In fact, reading your comments really make me happy (knowing that I made you smile really brings me a lot of happiness. I'm a cheesy/crappy fluff writer! we can't do anything about it). sometimes I would be desperate in wanting to read comments that I almost put something like "Your comments keep me alive" "Please comment, I'm begging you" etc
I would love to receive comment, suggestions, questions, even violent reactions or a dot from everyone reading my fics.
well that was my thoughts about that matter. some of you may know that I'm planning to be on hiatus. but the fact is I was about to stop writing and give up on doing fics. my rambling about comments is one of the actual factors why I was tempted to stop. thanks to my friends who gave me their pieces of advice that's why I continue to write^^ as long as I got weird plots in my cranky mind I will continue writing.
and if one day, I really stopped in writing KyuSung fics... I will still continue being a proud gaemcloud. I will ship this OTP forever whatever happens. that's how beautiful their love for each other is (even if it's just bromance).
well that's a pretty long rambling. I hope changes will happen. what I'm actually saying is please do show support and love to EVERY KyuSung writer who writes the stories that YOU READ.
lol I hope no one will hate/block/report me after reading that. just voicing out my thoughts XD (did you even read this? bwahahahaha)
Fighting everyone^^
Truly yours,
Rhen^^