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my life
I thought I was doing so much better, but I am not. I miss my kids more than anything on this earth. I thought I was over someone, but I am not. How do you get over someone you've been in love with for almost 16 years? He called me today. first time in so long. As soon as I got off the phone with him I cried. Torn because I am not in Massachusetts ( Read more... ) -
my life
Once upon a time there was a woman who loved her kids more than herself. She use to have a perfect life with two beautiful daughters that meant the world to her, a husband she adored, a house she had always dreamed of and her first dog which she spoiled rotten. My life was wrapped in this prefect package that only dreams are made of ( Read more... ) -
My Journal
I have my journal on My Space under CinderellaRonda.
It is on my blog and usually updated daily. -
Home should be where your heart is...
I feel so conflicted. I love it here. I have a nice apartment, not much furniture, but it will always be in store when I am ready and can afford some. Mentally I am doing great. Some days even emotionally doing good. I love talking to my kids, the IM's and the pictures. I will be with them sometime in August. It is what gives me meaning for ( Read more... ) -
Emotional & Mental are 2 very different things
Why is it that I feel mentally great, but emotionally feel so lost & that I have no where I belong. I feel damned to be by myself for the rest of my life. It sucks to be in love & not able to do a damn thing about it. Mentally I can't wait to get all my health problems taken care of & be well. I am making great choices' for myself. Doing what ( Read more... ) -
I am doing so much better.....
I have to say that having a medical problem and finding the proper med's to treat it has made me feel like a new person. Someone I didn't think I would find again, but have, it is awesome. I can't wait to finishing my new start in life. Then I need to find somewhere that I can actully feel like I belong. But at the same time; I think home is ( Read more... ) -
Finally, after almost 2 months, I have a good day!
I was able to get the car I won in the divorce put in my name. The title and all. I felt better today than I have had in three weeks. Still getting light head & dizzy. I will be seeing the doctor again; also an ENT ( Read more... )
