"The world is full nothing but opportunity to be taken..
there is no failure but being stagnant
because "failure"'s negative reinforcement is now overcome with the fulfillment of experience.
As Nietzche spoke of the true essence of life is to live life dangerously,
the farther these people push themselves the more freedom from their chains they

What a wild love to have tripped over
It's like chasing the sunset (my favourite time of day)
Only an ending in sight
An unforgiving darkness lying in wait

"Want-what-I-can't-have" ComplexI was born with this disease, I believe ( Read more... )

I'm covered in bruises and unexplainable sores all over my body ( Read more... )

I miss my old writings, they're pieces of me I can't find
When I read them, I'm swept away in a forgotten memory or dream
and flooded with the emotions of that particular time
it's like a high - i only write when my heart picks up a new rhythm
I guess that makes me a 'feeling' junkie

And let me tell you about this new rhythm...

This morning I stared down 2 very different, distinct paths.
I took the little white pills.
How different would it have been, if I didn't - I might have has his baby.
I would have been okay bearing his love child.
I've never considered that with anyone before!
And then, he'd be mine for the rest of my life.
But now, I still risk losing him -

"Confining us to the comforts of a well-lit home gives our varied imaginations a chance to fill the adjacent darkness with questions and demons."
Suddenly woken by yelling and moaning and banging and glass breaking ( Read more... )

I've gotten a stomach ache from delivery pizza ( Read more... )

I wish i was around here more..
The lack of reflection
I feel like i'm losing myself

my voice falls away like eroded rust ( Read more... )

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