well its been months since ive wrote on this thing.. but i almost felt death grab me by the horns.. even when your doin nothing wrong.. this past weekend i almost drowned because i got stuck in the undertow and with the high waves going on in lake michigan not even being at the beach for 3 hours.. the werid thing was.. that before i left i went to ( Read more... )

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im uttterly sick of being alone.. soo much and i cant get you off my mind every single day..

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you go from meeting at milligan park at sarah green's party to seeing you die before you were supposed to.. even though everyone can read this if they like..i looked up to Clay more than anyone would know.. clay priebe was every bit of a person i wish i could be but im not.. when he would call me to come hang out i wouldnt let two seconds go by i ( Read more... )

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