I've been thinking again.

[rhonan]

I guess it's kinda funny. Old school goth that I am, I often think that the song that most resonates with my life is a country-western song; Garth Brooks, no less. Why? Because sometimes God's greatest gift really is an unanswered prayer. And yes, just like the song, it is because of women. I meet a girl and some time after I've started to get to know her I realize just what a great match we are. She's pretty to my eyes, usually has some nice curves. She's intelligent, usually with knowledge in more than just one field. She is also kinky, poly, and often bi, just like me. Best of all, she is not in a significant relationship, so is available as a life partner. I start to hope that maybe there's some potential here, but it doesn't work out. What's more, it is usually not too long before I find out just how lucky I really was. At least so far, the drama has never touched me directly.

Perhaps some_other_word was right, and I'm attracted to Teh Crazy like a moth to a bug-light. There is something about the bat-shit crazy that makes girls so shiny