Cameron is leaving today to spend one month with his dad. Leading up until today, I was kind of excited. I know, shitty way to feel about being away from my kid for a month, but I haven't been able to do much living for the last few years. Just surviving. That's no way for one to live. Today however as I buckled him into James' car, I just
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But I'm feeling better. I'm allowing myself to be excited about spending some time alone again...which was part of why I felt so crappy. The fact that I wanted to be without my child. But I need time too, I guess.
Thanks though...and yes, I've dreamed of James having to take care of him 24/7...of course, he kinda cheated, he already has a baby in the house all the time. And a wife to share the burden.
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I felt worse really about the selfish desire I had to not have to take care of him for this long of a stretch. Nothing to do now but relax and have a little fun, though now is it. Cheap fun, mind you, but fun all the same.
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