all true except for one... guess which one...

why must life be so difficult? and why must i be so emotional and sensitive? why did God make me like this?

well. i came home yesterday after school and there was a letter for me. so i opened it. and it said "congradulations. you have been chosen as a recipient of the Tri Valley Retired Educator's Fund." holy crap i almost hit the ceiling. soo happy. so thats like 750 dollars. wOOt. i worked hellof hard on that one too ( Read more... )

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so everyone is raving about the senior banquet. i really didnt like it too much. except for the part where i won "most likely to be on the cover of rolling stone magazine" that was exciting. caz i was afraid that maddie hinshaw was going to win so i told eveyone to vote for me. and they did and i was excited. wOOt. the people were nice enough. the ( Read more... )

study for math test. unit 9
math assignment unit 10.2
read snow falling on cedars
take notes for sfoc
start catch 22 when finished with sfoc
church
youth group
start review for stats
start review for bio
do the bio lab
senior banquet
econ hw 3 and 4
scholarships
eart of darkness essay
...
thats all i can think of right now.
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i feel all crappy like. i have so much to do. so many obligations. stuff i HAVE to do. i need to.... stop. breath. think. no no no.... think is what got me here... stop thinking. no more thinking for a while.....

chemicals man... theyll fuck you up

goodnite.
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just a quick note before i go to bed ( Read more... )

All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )