God this is hard

[rhwimsickal]

There's so much I want to say. No, scratch that, there's so much I need to say, but I just don't know how or where to start. I really need to get my shit in order. I know I keep saying it and don't do anything about it. That's my biggest problem, my inability to give myself a good hard kick in the ass to get things going

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[kwirq]

Oh, and like Share said..why is it that people comment on the fluff, but when you need some feedback or suggestions or just plain human contact you get none.

It seems to just be the way of things. It's a lot easier to make a casual comment on a subject that doesn't matter because the emotional stakes are so much lower and no real thought is required. Or something. Hugs anways.