so, I've got a new email dudes (much thanks to the
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what, is everybody too cool to email me back or something?

- I realize that he's been busy busy busy with work, and that work always comes first but it gets really tiring to get my hopes up that I'll be able to spend some time with him only to sit and wait for the call saying he can't because something's come up. At least I can talk to him about it, and have him enjoy my snottiness...he's so cute...and ( Read more... )

• I feel pretty peaceful for the first time since this whole mess started. (More on that later...maybe.)
• Redemption Song is quickly climbing the list of my favorite songs. It really doesn't matter who's singing it though the original always takes the cake, it's just amazing. My favorite covers so far are by Joe Strummer, Joe Strummer and Johny Cash, ( Read more... )

So Andrew came and met my mom yesterday. I won't lie, it's relieving that it's finally happened, a little for my own reasons and because now she won't bring it up as much. It was really unexpected, he just called up and said he was picking me up and he'll see me at the door. It was good to get some alone time with him afterward. The last couple ( Read more... )

My eyes are burning. I've been crying all morning and I have no reason for it. I fucking hate pms. I'm not even bitchy, unless I'm trying not to cry....fuck.

And I still have to go to work. I'd much rather sleep through today.

back from vacation
working until sunday
have the house to myself until then
too tired to write

Nolan, I'll call you soon, but first I need the number

• I want to write but there doesn't seem to be anything to write about. My life hasn't been that busy. If I'm not at home I'm at work, at Marc's or at Andrew's. I haven't been doing anything constructive. The newest thing around here would be my decision to apply for assistant manager at Bentley. There hasn't been any problems there for the last ( Read more... )

So yesterday was a pretty good day looking back on it now ( Read more... )

I've seen Andrew almost everyday for the past two weeks and it still doesn't seem like enough. Whenever I think of him I get the goofy grin and fuzzy feelings and it never fails, if I decide that since we've talked a couple times already that day and that rather than being a little stalker girl I'll wait for him to call the next day he'll ask me ( Read more... )