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[rhyannon]

Let's see, Christmas was really good this year. I convinced myself not to call the family and make the strained situation worse. I love them, but I just can't get all worked up about consequences. For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, my mother was in the hospital for Congestive Heart Failure and Acute Liver failure.

Comments

Hey dear...

[shadansa]

I only call people when I'm in the car alone... other than that I have to plan things or I'll just forget. Anyway... I never could keep up with your schedule when I lived in Austin, so I still don't know it and just call when I'm rather sure you won't be asleep. Just e-mail something about when to call and babble your ear off and I'll take it from there :)

[blackbird013]

Personally I would like to kill the hermit inside me once and for all...

[rhyannon]

I think I'm way to shy for the hermit to go away all together. I am working on getting outside of that space more and more. Unfortunately, with recent events, old habits die hard and I feel the need to hermit and just be more introspective until I can figure everything out.

[blackbird013]

I can be very shy, but at other times I can be completely dazzling. I am ok with being alone sometimes. I think what I want to curb is spending too much time alone.

[rhyannon]

I have two sides of a spectrum I think. I have a tendency to keep myself back and not put myself forward often. I'm very shy with people until I get to know them, and then after that I'm honest to a fault. I don't have much (if any) tact and that tends to bother some people a lot. I either tell you the truth as I see it or I just keep my mouth closed. I have yet to find a common ground. Most people see it as a good thing, but there is such a thing as uncomfortable truth and I've hurt people in the past with blunt honesty.

[rhyannon]

I can definitely live with that, and look forward to it. Dinner would be nice as well if you're up for it.