Look What the Cat Dragged In
Last week: BLAHH
My feelings:
when do we stop wanting to be something and someone we obviously aren't and when do we find out how to appreciate what we have and know what we are actually good at?
god... maybe i'll feel at least a little better about myself mid-March
This week: Better [Will] be better than the last...
-My scholarship to Gustavus got bumped up... so the 25th i'm going for an interview n such during the day and then hopefully i'll get to see
for a bit before i have to come back that evening
[the 25th is also snodaze [Sno Dazed and Confused]--Ed Lutz asked me tonight!]
looks like there'll be some fun afterwards :)
-Franklin is still going over scholarship stuff-- i know i qualify for some stuff but.... will it be enough? [most likely not]-- i mean yes... maybe i'm exceptional in their eyes... i loved what the alumni i talked to from new york had to say about her experience.. it was a lot like i had pictured it would be, i was i had the opportunity to visit it though--what if i just think i like it so much because it's SO much different than all my other options...what if i'm falsely attracted to it...
why does MONEY matter SO MUCH?
-Then there's the U.... did i get into Carlson? [i don't need a letter back... it's gonna be NO]
am i all about going to the liberal arts school??
-Forget about the other two i applied to... fuck-- i believe i didn't apply to as many schools as i should have.. oh well
I miss these three--quite the combination
and the times they bring
where the hell are these two?
-After basketball is over... i am getting my bellybutton and tragus repierced [i let them close during basketball and volleyball... the tragus was hard to have b/c i was too lazy to keep taking it in and out... and i want my belly button pierced slightly higher...]
-[random] but i saw the cutest fucking pupppy ever.... god if i could get one .... every year i ask for a puppy... or a pet... i can't wait until i live on my own....
--oh yess-- looks like i can't afford a spring break--but traveling to Puerto Rico in June is a GO!
-- i have it paid for
-- tickets purchased
-- 1 weeks stay
-- how i love the sun <3
Do i have a graduation party? YES NO
Perfect, and now i have too much hmk to handle at the moment...and i may have blabbed for a bit too long
night everyone
<3 <3 <3