is something wrong or is it in my head? so you know its a bad idea, you want it anyway, its right there in front of you, you cant grab it because, for some reason, not being rejected is more important than being accepted tonight. you=i... its cold and i dont have a blanket, or socks. im not going to do this cabby thing very long, theres no social ( Read more... )

i got a ticket 2 days ago doing a whopping 13 over in a 35 mph zone. total trap. normally id be enraged and go on about civil liberties and "its all about bringing in money for the state" and so on, but i saw it was only going to cost me 50 bucks. and sure it sucks, but in michigan it would have been 120 or something stupid expensive like that, so ( Read more... )

thats my prediction... i havent been watching the polls so im going out on a limb here. there probly pretty close. i wont bother to explain why i think so unless im right. i truly believe that voting is merely how they keep track of how many people really think they have a say in what happens. the rhetoric is vague, the numbers only reflect what ( Read more... )

i hate sleeping alone. i mean not just one night at a time, in general, you know long term. some fucking substance would be nice sometimes. "im a pretender in the game of love, meet somebody and they shatter my foolish heart." long live the exploding hearts. alot of songs seems to be popping in and out of my head right now. why is it comforting to ( Read more... )

so my first day of cab driving consisted of, well of course cab driving, hanging out on printers alley, and various local strip clubs. the strip clubs pay me to bring people in, and i get to go in with em. 3.5 out of 10 hours of my day were spent respectfully admiring the female form. waiting for our customers of course, so we could take them back ( Read more... )

im sick, the hospital wont let me see my mom. booooo! better not to make her sick right now though. my new job kicks ass. ill tell ya later.

amazing things happenned yesterday in detroit.... terrible things happened yesterday in nashville. i will be in nashville for a while at least till i know whats going on. i wont give details about this stuff here though. if were friends just call and ask me. if not you dont need to know ( Read more... )

so youre in wilkes barre pennsylvania, outside of a venue and you notice a giant fucking human terd in front of the door next to the club. in your pocket you have 3 packages of black cat style "m-80s" you ( Read more... )

i used to live on ideals alone. thatll get you nowhere ive found. now i live in the real world but still long for the ideals. i just cant help but wonder if there is anyone else who has the same concept of "love". man do i sound emo or what ( Read more... )

true friends will give you the bad news and know you wont be mad at them for it. i dont need anymore "yes men". the house on cane ct. has no heat.