I'm..losing..it.
"If you're that depressed, then you need HELP."
"You're busy. ALWAYS."
I hate where I am.
I hate what's happening.
"I'm tired of pushing."
I hate the tears.. endless.. tears.
What hope is left when you don't even see the need or have the will to survive your life?
holding it all back
just hoping it'll disappearI don't
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Parents just get frustrated and jealous.
Frustrated from the stress and hard work it takes to raise a child from birth, teach them your values and thoughts, and watch them mature from your best friend and giggle buddy to your worst nightmare and source of countless nights in tears.
Jealous because they wish they were you, living through it all once again.
But they do love you, I promise:)
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I always thought I'd be THE one that somehow kept close with her mother throughout high school.
Guess.Not.
Heh.. anyways, I meant to thank you for that- you always encourage me.
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Wish I could have been there when all that shit was going on. :(
Families suck don't they? My mom's a liar. My dad's a dick. Grandma's cool though.
Sure, everyone says we'll appreciate them later.. but that doesn't mean we have to appreciate them now, right?
Anyways, baby.. you'll be fine. I promise. You KNOW your mom and sister love you. :)
I love you, Jen. You're totally rad. :D lol.
-Joseph Clyde Silva
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Of course I'll be fine, right? Nothing's ever gonna be okay again, but it will seem that way, and we'll overcome it, pass it, and it'll seem like everything's peachy.
Fuck the negativity, right? heh
daisie s wav e: i'm just sad as hell.
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I'm so sorry, I can't even begin to imagine going through something like that.
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A death of someone you love can instead of being an end of a life, can be a begining of a new life for you.
Ect, ect.
The key to keeping focus on what matters, is not letting the major shit bog you down.
Fighting about little shit, or getting worried over little shit is actually good.
Because, when all you have to care about is where the fuck your toothbrush went, you know you have the rough shit under control.
So fuck it, if you can't change it, or benefit from it, fuck it and don't worry about it.
If I get a bill I dunno how I will pay I don't worry until it comes time to pay, then if I have to I go make the money somehow.
It will ALWAYS "Somehow" work out too, that's the crazy thing.
Just let the major shit chill on its own and it will work itself out, yep yep.
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