Needing a new group of friends. I've realized I don't love half of the people I hang out with, and they definitely don't have any respect for me ( Read more... )

Stay strong

round hereI don't give a fuck WHO you are, you should know I'm not strong ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother to stay.

Then I think to myself.

Friends.
Joey.

I don't know what I've gotten myself into.

Well, Joey went to work yesterday, mommmy was gone.. so it was Meendy and me sittin' at the house ( Read more... )

OH MAN. Just editing another one..

am i not pretty enough
is my heart too broken
do i cry too much
am i too outspoken

don't i make you laugh
should i try it harder
why do you see right through me?

i laugh, i feel
i make believe it's real
i fall, i freeze
i pray down on my knees

Last night was kick ( Read more... )

You're my livin proof my love is alive and not dead..I honestly would love for people to look at me and be like "Woah! There goes that intelligent, beautiful young woman constantly working on molding herself into something more than I'll ever be able to comprehend ( Read more... )

Through the running mascara, tear stained cheeks, sex-like hair, and tar-absorbed lungs..

.. I finally feel beautiful tonight.

Walking home from school one day in Berkeley..looking down.. listening to none other than Matchbox 20.. and..

A beautiful older black man walked right up to me, touched my chin and said, "Smile and look up, girl.. it can't be all that bad.."

I couldn't stop crying. I don't think anything will ever top that.

Simply.Beautiful.

Everyone comment in Joey's journal! He's just that cool!