Comments | riaden: back on the badwagon

riaden

back on the badwagon

Oct 01, 2005 14:15

after about a year....i started to smoke again....I am not going to continue this bad habit for long...but until I can start coping with my stress at work(and it has become stressful as hell), I will smoke. I did good for so long, just a new shift, new hours, and people to deal with that constantly talk behind your back. I hope to jump off this ( Read more... )

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leeloo_dallas October 2 2005, 12:50:32 UTC

Hmm...life's up and downs.

How are you doing?

riaden October 2 2005, 17:27:26 UTC

I'm doing ok...its just that I just found out that the reason that I am as stressed as I am at work is because everyone on my shift thinks I am bossy... Figures why no one talks to me anymore.

I love you VERY much, but that doesn't mean that I have to like you right now... kuro_yuri_h October 4 2005, 03:13:41 UTC

I was SO very proud of you and you were doing SO very well. I can't say that I'm not angry with you or not disappointed because that would mean I would be lying to you, and I wont do that. I am VERY angry and VERY disappointed. Just because people have their heads stuck up their ass and think that their shit doesn't stink, doesn't meant that you have to mutilate you own body to deal with it. And that's what smoking does to you! It tears your body up from the inside. You may not think that it's that big a deal, but to me, it is. I stopped smoking because I had to, because my body said "STOP now or never be able to breath again!" Is that what you want to happen?! For me to see you laying in a hospital room because you couldn't breath?! For me to watch you die sooner than you should? Because that's what this is doing to you. And I WILL NOT support it. Personally, I think it's a bit petty. smoking because everyone thinks you're bossy. That just giving yourself and excuse. Like you're in 1st grade or something! You are a hell of a lot more ( ... )

heh..smokers...got to love them alucardgod October 27 2005, 08:25:13 UTC

whats up bitches...heh...im a smoker ><
anywho just saying hey and whats up...and you think cigars and shit are bad...i must be the f*cking devil...heh...anyways just poping in and saying hey, give me a holla

~Keaton

.......... alucardgod October 12 2006, 17:57:54 UTC

been a long time

Re: .......... riaden March 6 2007, 13:24:13 UTC

lol now even longer