So I have had a lot of time on my hands and I have had a lot of time to think ( Read more... )

so 2006 went out with a bang.
Nothing like partying in Panama City with you're 2 best friends and everyone one else in town.

Rocky came home last night after 2 long long weeks.

He said the "L" word for the 1st time.

so ok its been a while ( Read more... )

my aunt died today..

out of no where kinda..

this sucks..

i dont wanna be here

as if my life couldnt get any more complicated.

my aunt passed away this morning.

i never expected so soon. she was about to go have heart surgery ina few fews.

so pretty much sufficated herself.

and the last words i said about her is that i wouldnt care if she died tomorrow yes i'd be upset but she was a bitch.

i miss her very much.

The best thing in my life might of just left my life for good.
and that scares the crap out of me.

i got a new nephew!

Simon Elijah Slodki
November 11,2006 6:32 am
8 lbs 2.7 oz
20.5" long

i got asked to go home with cody tonight for thanksgiving..
he's from right north of birmingham.
I hope my owners will let me off work.
hell they should, the owe me.
I think this will be the 1st black friday i've ever not worked.
and 1st thanksgiving i would of been without my family.
I dunno what to do

i have a really great guy in my life i'd do anything for.
I never wanted to hurt him.

Well I did.

Never intentionally.

But it happened.

I feel awful.

How could I mess something so great up so fast?

I'm such an idiot.

If he only knew....

the funniest thing happened.. i had a dream: that i had gone to my moms new house and she had just said that she had a blue turantula bite and as soon as she said that i guess cody rolled over but its like he slapped the bed really hard and i jumoed out of bed! im serious. he was like wtf is wrong. i told him to check the bed for spiders. hahaha. ( Read more... )