is it lame that i like this song? haa ( Read more... )

i go back to boston tomorrow :-DDDDDD
its exciting but im going to miss home a lot.

things i will miss about home:

• ocean (oceandrive)
• beach
• green things (aka trees,  grass, dunes)
• not going to class
• my doggies

the red sox are currently breaking my heart. 5 game sweep by the yankees? all three of the games i have been to this year they have lost. i think i may be bad luck. boooo i hate the yankees ( Read more... )

katie perry and i were on the big screen at fenway park singing sweet caroline.

it was awesome

okay so i kind of wish i knew what was going on ... but then again i don't. because it's a lot of fun this way.
my guard is up ... but that's okay. it might be needed.
she's out of the picture ... almost. should i feel sleazy?
no. because he says that there is nothing there and that she just doesn't get it.
i think i can do it. i think i can do this ( Read more... )

i dont know why, but i have a good feeling about this.

the tables are turning. i'm usually not one to jump the gun in case of a jinx, but i really think life is looking up for me. its too short to be moping around all the time. i have my best friend (rocky) back and its like i never left boston. we're back to being attached at the hip, at least ( Read more... )

i love my friends

i cant even explain how much they mean to me. without them i would have not made it through the summer. the past couple of months havebeen spent having the time of my life with my best friends. i love you girls so much and thank you for getting me through this rough summer.i'll never forget it.

Back to boston in 18 days ... i'm ( Read more... )

i hate heartache. i hate that every morning i wake up, he is still the first thing i think of. the second thing i think  of is that he is probably waking up next to somebody else. yesterday was his birthday and when i called o tell him happy birthday or whatever, he didnt seem excited. rocky never gets excited about his birthday but come on i mean ( Read more... )

soo i havent really been updating lately because i think the details of my solemn life aren't worth listening to. but sometimes you just have to get thigns off your chest ( Read more... )

this is definitely the worst summer of my life. i have never had so many bad things happen at once to me ever. between my rocky issues, family issues, personal issues, work issues, and other things, i have never been so upset/depressed/down in my life. the only way i will eat is if i get high and get the munchies, but sometimes not even that works ( Read more... )