Jokwon/Gain; Cry, G
Jokwon/Gain
Cry
G
603 words
You were moving along the corridor, half running and half fixing something in your hair. You talked to the cameraman beside you to move aside a little bit, you said you didn’t have enough space to rehearse the new move your band needed you to do.
You giggled softly when you saw Jea noona danced awkwardly. She walked and tripped over a chair and you just couldn’t stop laughing afterwards. Narsha noona came to check on you whether you have eaten something bad or it was only you being yourself that day. You said you were perfectly fine and if Narsha noona should worry, it was Jea noona who needed far more concern than you did.
A man who used to greet me formally every time we met on set called you up. You rose from your seat and smiled sheepishly after seeing your new on-stage picture taken by him. He told you to smile more because you looked so scary, and as usual you shrugged your shoulders as if you didn’t care.
But you did care. You cared for what people thought about you more than you knew.
You turned around and intended to forget the earlier scene by walking back to the girls before you stopped and had that anxious expression drawn on your face.
You saw me.
At first you smiled and asked me what had happened in my life all these time. I nodded firmly and told you I was doing fine. I asked yours and you flipped your hand in front of me and started to talk about your recent tours and travelling days along with your sisters. We were standing side by side, and without you wearing your heels, you looked very very small that all I wanted to do was to embrace that petite waist and buried my nose into that silky hair one more time.
I asked you if everything went right with him. That was such a stupid question I know, but I couldn’t lose such chance to talk with you any longer. You looked surprised, but eventually answered with such an honest smile that spoke louder than any words could ever do. I pretended to look interested, though you, of all people, should probably know that I wouldn’t do such things.
Narsha noona asked you to get ready for the next stage and she waved me hi before fixing her boots. You nodded and you promised me to have dinner together whenever you had some free time. You said that was the least you could do for me since you forgot my birthday months ago. I shook my head, saying that was okay and you didn’t need to do that because I know he would also tag along with you and no I don’t want to increase this heavy feeling that stabbed my yearning heart.
I waved you goodbye and decided to turn around just in time. I didn’t see him tiptoeing behind you and closing your eyes with his hands. I didn’t see you let a soft smile slipped from your lips and later being swung by him playfully. I didn’t see you clasped his hands like it was the last thing you should do for your dear life. I didn’t see him whispering those encouragement words through your ear and you laughed your heart out while the rest of the noonas stared at you enviously.
I didn’t see it, Gain noona. I didn’t see you ripped my heart all over again, not that it even mattered to me as usual. You, of all people, should know that it never did matter.
my first time writing this pairing and i dont even know why i wrote them.
i guess i'm just missing we got married too much ;A;
Cry
G
603 words
You were moving along the corridor, half running and half fixing something in your hair. You talked to the cameraman beside you to move aside a little bit, you said you didn’t have enough space to rehearse the new move your band needed you to do.
You giggled softly when you saw Jea noona danced awkwardly. She walked and tripped over a chair and you just couldn’t stop laughing afterwards. Narsha noona came to check on you whether you have eaten something bad or it was only you being yourself that day. You said you were perfectly fine and if Narsha noona should worry, it was Jea noona who needed far more concern than you did.
A man who used to greet me formally every time we met on set called you up. You rose from your seat and smiled sheepishly after seeing your new on-stage picture taken by him. He told you to smile more because you looked so scary, and as usual you shrugged your shoulders as if you didn’t care.
But you did care. You cared for what people thought about you more than you knew.
You turned around and intended to forget the earlier scene by walking back to the girls before you stopped and had that anxious expression drawn on your face.
You saw me.
At first you smiled and asked me what had happened in my life all these time. I nodded firmly and told you I was doing fine. I asked yours and you flipped your hand in front of me and started to talk about your recent tours and travelling days along with your sisters. We were standing side by side, and without you wearing your heels, you looked very very small that all I wanted to do was to embrace that petite waist and buried my nose into that silky hair one more time.
I asked you if everything went right with him. That was such a stupid question I know, but I couldn’t lose such chance to talk with you any longer. You looked surprised, but eventually answered with such an honest smile that spoke louder than any words could ever do. I pretended to look interested, though you, of all people, should probably know that I wouldn’t do such things.
Narsha noona asked you to get ready for the next stage and she waved me hi before fixing her boots. You nodded and you promised me to have dinner together whenever you had some free time. You said that was the least you could do for me since you forgot my birthday months ago. I shook my head, saying that was okay and you didn’t need to do that because I know he would also tag along with you and no I don’t want to increase this heavy feeling that stabbed my yearning heart.
I waved you goodbye and decided to turn around just in time. I didn’t see him tiptoeing behind you and closing your eyes with his hands. I didn’t see you let a soft smile slipped from your lips and later being swung by him playfully. I didn’t see you clasped his hands like it was the last thing you should do for your dear life. I didn’t see him whispering those encouragement words through your ear and you laughed your heart out while the rest of the noonas stared at you enviously.
I didn’t see it, Gain noona. I didn’t see you ripped my heart all over again, not that it even mattered to me as usual. You, of all people, should know that it never did matter.
my first time writing this pairing and i dont even know why i wrote them.
i guess i'm just missing we got married too much ;A;