Nobody ever tells me anything ( Read more... )

Well, all's quiet on the homefront tonight. No Matt, no Alex, no Alex, no anybody. Quite boring, really ( Read more... )

Musical auditions were today. Fantabulous. I think I really should learn how to sing before being in a musical. It's Bye Bye Birdie, for all those interested. I really wish we had more freedom with our show selection. But anyways, the reads are tomorrow. If not, there's always costuming or Stage Manager. Ah, the power ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of being treated like a kid. I am seventeen years old, almost eighteen, old enough to be able to at least try to make my own decisions. I'd rather make mistakes now than later. I suppose I'm just anxious about having my own life.

People are cool. I'm in one of my 'I-really-love-everyone' moods. I seem to have less and less of those. I think I'm losing faith in humanity. I'm questioning everyone's motives, always imagining these black, oozing monsters manipulating everything they do. I've been stabbed in the back enough, thankyouverymuch, and I don't know who, if anyone, I ( Read more... )

Bored off my arse.

At school, in the library, and I've neglected this thing long enough, so why not?

New baby on the way... I'm going to have a new half-sibling. That sort of interferes with my college plans, etc. (not that I really know what I'm going to do anyways), but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.

Sooo bored.

Why won't he stop yelling?

Why won't he understand?

Why do I have to do this?

Why do I have to be this way?

Why doesn't anything work out right?

Why am I alone?

Why?

Why?

Fan-fucking-tastic ( Read more... )

I feel like writing right now. Or painting. Or drawing. I'm just in one of those moods. I have a bunch of other things I'm already neglecting. Like studying for the SAT (December 4, baby... possibly in November, too), or finishing Frankenstein (2 days left and counting...) and my Algebra homework. I definitely need to do like all my work from here ( Read more... )

Firstly ( Read more... )