they drive me up the wall. I dont know what Id do if I never saw one I liked again, and yet I do. ID HAVE A SIMPLE LIFE, all be it boring but SIMPLE. No drama no headaches..no salivatingly good days either. Why? Why is it all so hard. I really want to know and I really want a fucking answer. 4 of them. Not to mention *counts fingers* 3 more...and ( Read more... )

Im silly, Im not sad..well I mean sure I am I guess but Im more upset for being so silly about the whole thing. Im so happy that things are sort of back to normal. I can go to class on tuesday and laugh with the guys and drive by bob to blow him kissies..and just be good again.

I want to GO i want to GO I want to GO I want to GO but I cant do BOTH i cant do BOTH I cant do BOTH oh NO.

yknow what yeah I fucking wanted to go and chill at hans' place..even though I know it wouldve been awkward...I just wanted to fucking go and experience something and someone new..Yeah I wanted to fucking be held kinda tonight..and then kinda not...Yeah I want to fucking believe fred doesnt have a goddamn girlfriend..real fucking bad I wanna ( Read more... )

Im glad no one reads these that way I can kinda have a personal thing alll to myself. So Ive been so happy lately..I stare at guys all the time and talk to them. Its kinda amazing for me, for some unknown reason. Christy is the best and worst thing thats happened to me in a long time lol She makes me laugh so much and we always have a good time, we ( Read more... )

What started off as a regular fun-filled trip to the jacuzzi turned into a night of contemplation and misery almost...Somehow we all got on the topic of our path in life and what the meaning of everything was..and where we were or werent going..or doing..or being..*sigh* it was kinda a downer for me and christy...I got out of the slump though ( Read more... )

The first day of school has been officiallly denounced as somewhat of a success. I am happy to confirm that I am in absolute "Eros" with Western Civ =D Maybe I should just be going to regular college afterall *sigh* Ill always succeed and excel with ease in regular school courses, rather than having an easy time at my actual art courses. Oh well ( Read more... )

So Ive been stuck in my new place for a whole extra week than I shouldve BEEN. School doesnt start until monday and Ive been fucking bored as hell all week. I should be happy today, theres actually pizza to eat..a tv to watch..and internet...but the pizza is cold now..the cable isnt working...and the "wireless" internet only reaches me if Im by the ( Read more... )

I need that one. That one guy that makes me feel just good all over, cant get enough of him, want to be serious about only him, do everything for him, Be Everything For Him...I really hope I find a guy that Im crazy enough over to feel this way...is it dumb to be wondering if there is a one out there for me? Im so tired of being alone..so so so ( Read more... )

So I want to be with a smexy smart tall everything perfect that I could hope for asian guy...preferrably Korean..Or Japanese..actually just asian in general perhaps?? =D Im such a silly silly girl *sigh*