i have not had a drink of alcohol in 8 days, nor have i had a cigarette in the same amount of time. so why am i sicker than i've ever been? am i not leading a 'healthy' lifestyle ( Read more... )

well, that is that. after a week of feeling like shit, i am off to work today. i still feel shitty, but it appears i have no fever. my throat is still a tad swollen, so hopefully through some stroke of lucky science, i can infect some customers. that would brighten my day.

i've been quite discontent living in pseudo-reality for the past few months. by that, i mean (whoa! an explanation!) the one part of my life (my job) has been ... getting me down, while the other (what happens after work, not really 'reality') has been quite pleasurable, and i would prefer engagements of that sort (dj'ing, talking to friends, ( Read more... )

you give me fever....

floating between 102 and 104 at any given time. no work today, as my throat is swollen also.

i have not been able to eat in a few days, (except for your misc. cracker) but last night i did manage a little at this place in greektown.

enough, i'm off to the doctor.

'you know, after the whole 'laserwoman78' thing (www.livejournal.com/users/laserwoman78), i find myself talking to a cross-dresser at city club with breast implants...why can't i just meet anyone normal?'

lately, i have been having extremely vivid dreams. so vivid, in fact, that it is becoming increasingly difficult to differentiate them from reality. i actually feel like i have been living through these experiences. more odd, these have not been the usual ... types ... of dreams that i am used to.

'i'm going to jerk off right now and try to go back to sleep.'

-or-

'i think my dream about robert means that i love him. i guess i have a crush on him now. if you see him, will you tell him for me?'

hey. look. a pseudo-real post ( Read more... )

city club playlist sunday 6.16.02 ( Read more... )

starbar playlist 6.13.01 ( Read more... )