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I’m mailing you a letter opener
Curlicues like silver brain like
Clouds along the handle
Are you a secret or an apology
A clinging glue to stamps
and backs of envelopes.

also, if you don't know lychees we should have a sweetnectaroflife party and i will stuff them in your cheeks like a ricecube squirrel. also, lychee martinis make me cry syrupy tears of joy. also, i love all you little doubly-faced boys.

this much contentment is exhausting and suspicious

i want to know everyone's secrets. i want to find the deepest well and climb in. i want you and you and you and i don't want to explain myself, or this envelope.

why do i give everything away

i will only be in a room with one person, or one person and one other person, unless the two persons are people i like and there's one more person i'm not irritated by. then they can come too. but no more than three. i want more one on one's and less small talk.

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i am very bored.
i am too lazy for interesting language.
so:
i marched in iowa's gay pride parade, allowing everyone to believe i am gay, in order to fit in, which i find ironic.
i have too many spinning (
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