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[ricelover]

I think it's safe to say that I don't exist anymore. Or rather, there is no concrete way of people knowing of my existance. I have found that I have the innat ability to disappear on a whim. One moment I am the world to someone, or I am a confidant, or I am a backstabber, but then the moment you blink, I vanish into thin air, forgotten and never

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[anonymous]

I don't think you are forgettable-- maybe it is just you that easily forgets others? I'm pretty certain that your friends in Seattle remember you, esp. the Roberts, etc... just don't think that you'll escape from everyone that easily!

Heather

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[ricelover]

well, no, it's more like i don't leave a lasting impression as influencing others...y'know? like someone who makes a difference in ur life, that changes u into a better person...i dono....I'm just rambling...

[anonymous]

wow

I haven't posted anything back to u in the last few months but I thought 2nite would b a good time to get back at you.

First, do u remember me? Do u really want to know why people forget people? Well they just stop because one party has decided 4 whatever reason to not value a relationship and not put an effort into it.... It really is that simple.

later p.s. im in Or.

[ricelover]

svet?
is that u svet?
well, it doesn't help any that ur in Oregon, cause I'm in Germany right now until the 6th-7th....

[anonymous]

sooooooooooooo lame. who's paying for all that fun? hurting and confused... later

[ricelover]

hurting and confused?? are u okay???
don't worry me too much...i AM on vacation right now....lol.
i'll call you ASAP when I am back in the states and have a cell phone...that is, if u answer ur phone..

this is svet, right?

[bonsai_tree]

you may think you disapear easily and don't leave a mark on people's life or stand out in peoples memory or whatever, but honestly kevin even when i'm old and i don't know up from down, left from right, and i don't know my own name I'll still remember you. And even if you do disapear (and please don't) I knew you for a year and you played an important role in my life during that year, don't worry m'dear, the world will remember you (and even if the world doesn't i'm sure kubo, devo and i will).
laura

[ricelover]

Yen Laura?!?!?!!
You have a LIVEJOURNAL?!?!?

this is Laura Yen right? hopefully i don't know two lauras...or else i'm screwed when i come back to seattle when I try to remember everyone's names....

i am shocked...and i <3 u lots for being there for me too.

Kevin

[bonsai_tree]

o kevin. it is i, yen laura

[ricelover]

i'm sorry, but we already made plans to head to Berlin. and I just left köln for düsseldorf. basically, i'm hitting up all the big party places in Germany...hahah...bad me...bad bad bad me.

miss u 2 laura, and don't worry, i'm figuring stuff out in a generally safe manner.

Kevin