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[ricelover]

Threw away the cigs permanently. I actually feel good without the whole smoking thing. Of course, I'm twitch like crazy, but I feel good nonetheless. My nose still feels itchy though, and I may have developed some acute form of alcoholism, as I feel the need to booze up every God forsaken night. But I AM resisting the urge. Which might only last so

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[anonymous]

I'm glad to hear that things seem to be going a little better for you... and that you are trying to resist the urges present all around you. I can't even imagine how hard that must be for you... exhilirating, amazing, fun, but hard nonetheless. I guess I just don't understand how you could knowingly harm your body like that... it seems kind of selfish, you know? Like you don't care that all of those around you want to see you around (and healthy) for a long time... then again, I haven't exactly made the healthiest choices in my life either, and am in no position to lecture you.

At any rate, I (and Robert too I can well assure you) am excited that you are soon coming back... the frizzat just isn't the same here... most everyone is gone now...:( its sad.

Have a good time during the rest of your time there in Germany, and tell Devenuti I say hello as well.

[bonsai_tree]

i'm proud of you for throwing away the cigs and for being mature... and this is not the proper forum to talk to you about this probably, but i just wanted you to know. can't wait to see you in a few weeks.