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[richard_marxism]

this relationship is killing me. it's tormenting me from the inside out. i just can't do it anymore. i made myself sick today thinking about it so much. dealing with this hurts him and all my friends. they've all noticed how rotten and depressed i've been. he's hurting me so extremely bad. the things he does to twist my mind amaze me and make me

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*huuuuuuuuuuuugs*

[calichik555]

if it all could be solved with a hug from me, then it will be solved a million times over.

don't fear breaking up. it could be the greatest thing ever. just take that step darlin'.

Re: *huuuuuuuuuuuugs*

[richard_marxism]

i would really enjoy a meaningful hug right now. <3 thanks.

[nicomo]

i know exactly how you feel. i broke up with a guy i really cared about about 1 month ago. he hurt me, not intentionally. he wouldn't mingle me into his busy shedule... and he would barely keep a converstaion going with me. this hurt... and i couldn't take feeling like shit about the relationship anymore. it wasn't fair for neither of us for me to continue pretending to be happy/fufilled. when we broke up, of course it was sad, and i had to get over it.. but it was a large weight off my shoulders. the relationship was dragging me down... and it sounds like yours may be doing the same to you. like the girl above me said, take that step if you really feel it's the right move.

"Wish there was something now I could say or do.
I can resist anything but the temptation from you.
But I'd rather walk alone than chase you around.
I'd rather fall myself than let you drag me on down." -ben harper

[richard_marxism]

you are right, i am definately being dragged down. and it's not fair me for to go through this and put people i care about through this. i appreciate you're concern and you're comment, i really do. i think i might have to go with you on this one and just do it and not worry about what will happen. i'll just have to take it day by day...

<3<3<3

[richard_marxism]

p.s. - i really liked that quote.

[voidofher]

i know how that feels.. :\

hope things get better for you soon <333

[ironydeficient]

"I love their love and I am thankful/That someone actually receives the prize that was promised/By all those fairy tales that drugged us"

...I've stumbled upon the depressing realization that love doesn't mean devotion, or lack of fear, or even happiness. But you feel the most intense emotions in the world... and as long as you're feeling something, you know you're alive. You care about something, even if it's hurting you right now. Personally, I believe this means that you'll eventually care about something that makes you feel fucking incredible. At the very least, you deserve to.

Don't give up, but do give in if this is too much. Love shouldn't cost you this amount of sanity. A relationship is supposed to be a pillar of strength in your times of trouble, not additional stress. I say... find a dog, a friend, some chocolate, an intense movie, a box of tissues, and a few bottles (either for breaking or drinking, your pick).

You're not less without him.