I'm not the kind of person who has anxiety attacks

[richard_powell]

No, instead I have this feeling like a giant has put a rough hand in my gut to strangle my intestines. A clenching sensation in the middle of me. I can't bring myself to eat, a personal nightmare. I have food I can have but the fist won't let me gaze at anything with a familiar hunger.

This time of year always brings an enormous amount of pressure

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[sexualpanda]

[richard_powell]

Just move through it, I guess. Let harmony come through time. I felt bad, irradiated. But, people are enormously supportive, if confused, about what I actually needed. My grades suffered that year, I lost president's honors. Fuck. But, I became founding member of a club and put on some fundraisers, I then haggled with that chiropractor and now get adjustments for half