life sucks, then you die: in a mexican hotel where noone knows your name or cares that you don{t mind being cremated or tossed into the ocean, tied to a rock or anvil with some lost philosophy in your back pocket and your silent heart still on your sleeve. yeah i feeling kind of blue. and fun fact, that is actually what livid means, not red. most ( Read more... )

so i{m stuck in mexico for an undisclosed amount of time. i had to spend the holiday here. yes, i worked 14 and a half hours on an offshore oil rig. no it was not worth the money. i{m in this little industrial town that holds no real attractions, but it wouldn{t be worth seeing anything when i have to wake up before the ass crack of dawn to wait ( Read more... )

i missed halloween. for the first time in years i neither received treats or delivered tricks on all hallows eve. instead i'm jsut working all the time. it's ok i guess. i was teh reclining buddha in bangkok on saturday, it's now monday evening, and i have already accredited 80+ hours for this pay period. the buddha was amazing. huge. the only way ( Read more... )

ok so here's the deal: i'm in thailand. well that's really all of the deal. huh. but anyway i travel a lot with my job and at times i wonder what it is that i'm missing at home, and of course it's all you lovely people with your lovely eyes that read this crap, but i mean seriously i don't think that i have much of anything to hold onto in the good ( Read more... )

so about 80 to 90 percent of the post i do on this thing i do all whiskey towned, but this one isn't. i think that that makes it of a lesser quality and, obviously, of a lesser quantity as well. i'm sitting in corpus cristi right now. a hotel room. staring at my subway sandwich bag and wondering why the actually give you one everytime you eat there ( Read more... )

so i have this job thing where i go around the world and use a highly sensitive camera (modified from governmnet technology) to detect leaks in chemical plants and refineries. yes, i did say around the world, and yes, i was an english major, regardless of how mediocre. "but what does this have to do with anything" you ask. well nothing really. i ( Read more... )

hey there babydolls,

i've decided to continue this updating thing. i'm sure there won't be much substance to my enteries, but i assure there will be a pejorative flare to my hijinx. let's be all smiles and sunshine when the rain's a-coming down.

                                 and the whole time we searched

for god

and sex

and whatever else there was inbetween

but i think when i came

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i'm no writer i'm no artist i've no adverture nor voice i give up

this past weekend i went to austin texas for the state track meet and had me a wonderful time. i went nuclear. clint went with me as did david, and jarrell met up with us on saturday. every time i wake up in austin i feel good and don't want to go home. there is one thing i have noticed in austin, i don't think that there is a woman there that isn' ( Read more... )