i'm so bored. boring. purveyor of boredom. transmitter of boredom ( Read more... )

just got back from 30STM.
i don't care what anybody says about media savviness, they are extremely skilled, talented musicians with a powerful message of victory, hope and determination.
it's so nice to just love a band because i can't help but find myself addicted to their music

there's a strong chance my brain may be liquefying ( Read more... )

i seem to be in a ridiculous amount of pain, both physically and mentally.

after so much time, mere walls can convince your mind that you are in extreme agony, and that is how i feel. raw, desolate and broken.

back in worcester, and immediately feel the same feeling that i honestly feel everywhere i go. it's as if i can't claim to have any physical ( Read more... )

despise 'talking to someone'. what makes people think that the thing you want to hear right at that moment is; 'maybe you should talk to someone?'...what the fuck am i doing now? don't pass it off as is you care so much you think it would benefit me, we both know you just aren't comfortable with the less desirable expectations of a friendship, and ( Read more... )

nottingham is helping to clear things up.
sold a spec script today to a small prods company in herefordshire. this is only my second screenplay sold on spec, not counting the uni commisioned one that i got a wage from as editor in post production.
it's the longest running time yet at 30 mins and they're considering keeping me on as consultant fot ( Read more... )

this ignorance lark is quite fun ( Read more... )

mindless video gaming is a wonderful way to distract you from mindlessness i found today.
Fallout 3 session - quite an intelligent game to be honest.
Bioshock session - always good for a perverted laugh.
Assassins Creed session - more conspiracies to fuel my paranoia.

anything that allows me to ignore the screaming world around me is a god send at the ( Read more... )

today was the beginning of the end ( Read more... )

it's all turning sour ( Read more... )