Its funny how life works out...I mean, one day you think everything's okay and the next its like your whole world is falling to pieces. I thought my life was finally starting to work out...I mean the whole guy thing was confusing but everything else was good. I thought I was finally getting over everything that had happened in the past and then ( Read more... )

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when you love someone its so hard to let go ( Read more... )

so i sat down and had that little chat with myself and heres what i came up with ( Read more... )

okay heres the thing right........clay wants me to tell fox cause he said that fox would be happy for me about micah and i dont know how i feel about that.......i mean part of me is glad that fox wouldnt care and the other part of me is like well why the hell wouldnt he care...u know? blah...im all mixed up and i dont know how i feel nemore....its ( Read more... )

:)im happy ( Read more... )

okay i need to make a list of all this shit otherwise my thoughts are gonna get all sorts of fucked up ( Read more... )

My whole life has always been picking up the peices of others mistakes...when my parents would fight i would be the one they came to and talked to ever since i was a little kid...how the hell is a little kid supposed to fix everything? And my mom has always looked to me for support and someone to talk to about all her problems. And I've always ( Read more... )

well i havent writtin in a really long time...ive been too busy fucking my life up...but im finally getting it back on track ( Read more... )

okay well yesterday started off really good i got 50 bucks for doin tommys hair for her wedding and then we went to kevins and that was realy fun and i got kinda drunk at kevins and then we went to this girls house cuase she was havin a party and got even more drunk there and then matt said he didnt liike me and so i was like fuckin crying and shit ( Read more... )