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[richie_law]

i feel like destroying somethign beautiful...like taking spray paint to the Cistine Chapel

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[anonymous]

Don't be sad...

[richie_law]

easier said then done when the love of your life isnt there anymore, and theres a space left empty that you know she is filling with someone else....

thank you for caring tho :)

[anonymous]

If everything you say is true, I'm sure that nothing could ever replace you.

[richie_law]

that is what she says...and i know she loves me, but the fact is that she is with another guy, whether it is to fill the emptiness because im gone, or whether because she truly likes him, the difference is immaterial. she is still replacing me with someone else. Not to whine too much, but its hard for me to sleep knowing she is in bed with him...i dunno. i even feel bad thinking this way, because she has every right to do whatever the fuck she wants. i dont hate her for it, or even blame her, its just the thought of her with someone else tears me apart.

does that make sense? am i an asshole for thinking this way? whats your opinion?

[anonymous]

Definitely not an asshole about these things... it's only natural to feel this way, and I think I'd act out even more harshly... you're actually handling things well, and I actually think you're being too nice.

[richie_law]

so what would you suggest i should do? what would you do in this instance?