what do i say? what do i feel? How do i continue the oncourse of human existance with such a burning desire toward hatred? I don't feel good. i feeeel like crap and for another time in my life i think i learned something to find that special someone in my life. people suck. i didn't do anything... what's going on? is everyone crazy? fuck it ( Read more... )

i'm an asshole, for those who have noticed i'm sorry.

It's funny that i can come home pissed off and the one thing that makes me feel better is incubus and black men singing love songs. My dad is such a pimp, he's got all these cds with black artists singing love songs. I quote, "I wanna make love to you in the shower and rub oil on you baby." Why does he have so many of them i don't know why, but ( Read more... )

i'm always in such a good mood until german, i don't know anything, i feel stupid and i know i'm falling behind. I'm great and then like an alzheimer's patient i forget how much i hate it and then once again i'm hearing pig latin and not learning anything and failing at once again another thing i'm trying really hard to accomplish. I'm trying ( Read more... )

The car show was pretty cool. Although it took about 2 hours to get and find parking which put us back about $15. I found the car i wanted to take home, cuz that's usually what you do when you go to things like this. You pick the one car you would want more then anyother. Me and Brett had VIP tickets that father Fetts had, but tim unfortunately ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fourth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)ModerateLevel 2 (Lustful)ModerateLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ModerateLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )

I spent about 40 minutes after school today finishing my final for dr. benton. I got a perfect score and because of that i got a 90.5 in his class. That makes zero exams for me. ZERO! wow that sounds good. That's about all the good news i have though. I'll probly be spending most of my time applying to colleges to broaden my horizons and my ( Read more... )

Two days of sickness...the usual: the coughing, sniffing, hurting, stuff. Nothing that Nightquil couldn't cure. That is the best drug you can buy for under $6. School's been interesting so far... people actually seemed to worry where i was. I got about 10 people this morning asking where i was because i'm never sick. That made me feel special ( Read more... )

I got dumped....Again
What did I do wrong?....Nothing....Again
So now i'm single....Again
My mom's yelling on Christmas eve/her birthday....Again
Now i'm left with that shit feeling....Again
Man.....This sucks
Merry Christmas....I guess

wow, nice holiday spirit. Right on cue.