I've come to realize that i should fix my head a little bit. Meaning like, i have to get used to takin it easy. Mother Dearest has kinda set my mind on certain things, like letting things go, she never let's things go, so i've always had the thought that people don't let things go easily and what not. I don't like talking about depressing things ( Read more... )

Mother dearest has been going crazy and i think i might know why. Alzheimer's! she can't remember the last 10 minutes that just pass by in her life, i think it's very amusing most of the time. Anyway, i'm also very curious about this party coming up on saturday, i don't know what's gonna happen honestly. I don't know if how many people are going ( Read more... )

tonight i had a fight with my mom and it was sort of like every other one of her rages. She cursed me off for no reason and gave me lectures about shit in her slurded, drunken, speech, but tonight there was something different about it. I had somewhere else to be in case of this, so i wasn't scared anymore of her. I told her to shut up and even ( Read more... )

in the event of my death which will be quite some time from now, i hope that i'm remembered as something fun. I've thought long and hard about this subject, but really i can't come up with a group that i fit into. Like i don't know if i'm popular, funny, clever, dorky, or...then it hit me. In many ways i act like a nerd, but for some reason i ( Read more... )

On saturday i realized something that i never thought that i would come to reality with. At least not this soon. I smoked with mal, colin, and wild bill, but things never really seemed right to me. Bill made this big, elaborate, techno-bong and i was thinking was the divine thinking that he put into making that thing, he could've made himself ( Read more... )

that i'm not. I'm hopefully buying my own scarf today, but who knows, anything can happen with that. I got to meet JR today and now i know why groupies cry. People were like huddled around this one person and cheering for him and what not it was very cool. I found it funny though when everyone cheered for tory bright after she sang more then ( Read more... )

Even though i have no internet and i am forced to go to school to do anything online related, i have found many different interesting things to do with my time. I have a candle in a fish bowl, so i got the wise idea to fill the bowl with wax. I lite the candle and i realized that for this to happen it would take a very long time, so being the ( Read more... )

Well well christmas was fun and the gifts and money from the family and people were outstanding. Well maybe not the money part. I did recieve a good portion of it from my aunts and uncles and shit, but it's all goin to my stomach. I need to spend it on stuff that i can keep for later. Like today i took $40 with me and it's all gone, not one ( Read more... )

Well it finally happened, i am no longer a live journal virgin and i have that new car smell feeling toward it, so i thought i would start things off on a happy note. This whole christmas spirit seems to be getting to alot of people every year and i don't really know why for sure. Maybe christmas spirit really means that getting depressed, hating ( Read more... )