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All this in '09?
Okay I've been a little busy with work in the past month, not to mention that I've been trying to figure out what to get Melissa for Christmas this year...this is the first time in about four years I get to say that. Getting a gift for a girlfriend...this is going to take some getting used to. Then again this entire year has been one sudden turn ( Read more... ) -
Progress...
I don't talk about this much but last year I decided to make a change after a lot of things just went wrong. One of those changes was actually joining a gym. I know that I didn't really see that coming but I just needed some control over something. At first I just used it as something to get the stress out. Then it just turned into something ( Read more... ) -
Turn and Turn and Turn...
Since the end of July my views on a lot of things have changed. My relationship with Melissa has never been better, we still keep finding out new things about each other. I've gained more focus on my career plans and have decided to started my own "off season training" so I can do more for O's Productions next year. As for the other major ( Read more... ) -
Loss 4 Words
Up until a month ago I've been able to blog about what's been going on with me on a more weekly basis...it helped me to clear the cobwebs and look at things from a more level perspective. Thankfully I've been a little busy with more "important" matters ( Read more... ) -
One Year Later...
Despite the title this isn't about the past...it's more about what's going on with me now and the way I'm looking at things now. Yes it's been one year since the bottom dropped out and now....I can't exactly explain it. I'm sort of in the same position but then again I'm not. I'm still single while seemingly everyone else is pairing off like the ( Read more... ) -
The Road Back
After having a lot of reasons to be extremely afraid of opening up to just about anyone I don't really know that last Saturday kind of changed that. I wanted to see the new X-Men movie but I really didn't want to see it by myself...that kind of thing was getting really old at this point. I mentioned it to Mel, someone I've been getting to know ( Read more... ) -
Optimistic/Realistic
I've fallen silent for more personal/professional reasons...actually trying to get some long overdue things taken care of. Some of this might seem a little trivial to some but with everything that's been eating at me it's a start ( Read more... ) -
A Driving Force
I've noticed one pattern with me that, when I really start to think about it, makes no sense. I know I've addressed this before at one time or another but I need somebody else's opinion on this...someone who can be objective...even if said person doesn't see me in a favorable light at the moment ( Read more... )