i'm dead from all the loneliness this is how i feel understanding everything
has never been my deal maybe you have crossed my path to live inside of me
or maybe you're the reason why i'm losing all my decency
but i believe that you and me we could be so happy

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Ok my day:

Prd 1: American History, turned in our posters...ooh crap i need to do my section reviews and my notebook. Umm took notes and reviewed.
Prd 2: English, Turned in book covers..presentations. I go tomorrow. I have to wear my dress.Mike wasnt there again.
Prd 3: Dance, Got to go run to the lib in my dance close...ugh. Came back learned new ( Read more... )

How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else ( Read more... )

Holy Crap! that was a great night. hmmm...first started off when i went home with kayla and court w00t! did the laundry and left again to kalas.Fromthere walked to the game. We split up cause they werent gunna go in. So i met miguel and we walked around inside until we found haylee josh kj jess darryl amanda and others. Didnt sit down tho till like ( Read more... )

"Take my lips - I want to lose them ( Read more... )

I want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real

And i want life in every word to the extent that its ubserd


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what makes it go round the way we're up and down
we're minutiae staring at the whole sky
battle sense to keep you apprehensive
i guess no one is the same
we're all through different lenses
the bladder will filter all the pain
and the gut has sides you can't restrain

you are everything to me
you are cobalt elemental

a new lagoon five years down the ( Read more... )

Halloween:Had fun.Walked down the hill in heals...well half the way at least. then i just took them off and let my stockings get ripped a little. met up with kayla half the way to bjs.Then took maddy out to get candy. Came back to bjs and help out with the haunted house...kayla got to lead people around the back and stand there and look scary and i ( Read more... )

FRIDAY NIGHT/SATURDAY MORNING: Went to kaylas to spend the night. Ended up going to bjs and finishing some stuff. It was like 12 and david and bj were playing some GTA game...(forgot the name of it) lol all three of us were under the blackets freezing. Hehe me and kayla cuddled.lol nooo not lesbians...thats someone elses job with her..lol(no kays ( Read more... )