I stopped upadating this journal, so if you want check out my xanga page, there is a link here somewhere for it. I have been updating it. Later

Ever have one of those weeks, that seemed on the surface to be outstanding, everything seemed great until people started asking you about it and then you started to realize that you it lacks so much. It is funny, I was having a really good weekend, then I when I told the story of it people were like " wow that sounds like a boring pathetic week." I ( Read more... )

Stupid how sometimes everything gets jumbled and you loose track to that upon which is really relevant to life and were it is going. The sideline is all good and fun, spent many years there always cheering on rest the team, offering encouragement when I can...taking hits to get everyone ready for the next night battle. Yet there is still something ( Read more... )

Work was horrible today...I wlll leave that at that ( Read more... )

Work today wasnt too bad, slow, not tips....( I bartend for those who dont know) but I was ready for a slow day. Now, I am ready to make some more money. Need to pay off rent through April soon, since I plan on moving and will need money for that too. Went and had dinner tonight with an High school friends little sister, who over the years has ( Read more... )

Another day down, another day over. Work has been getting stupid lately and alot of the managers have been getting on my nerves...oh well soon I will be out of Daytona and on with my life, well if December is soon ( Read more... )

Today I finished disenrolling at Embry-Riddle. My last time to be on campus with a purpose dealing with the school. AS much anger and frustration as that place brought me, I am going to miss it now that it is gone. Life Changes, and so do we ( Read more... )

Sat, No Fri, Perhaps Thurs....were to begin? Well, I guess thursday would be were I should start. I got the boot on Thursday as I was informed the Air Force was going to discharge me due to the fact that I have a heart murmer. So now I am no longer going to be attending Riddle most likly. I dont know what I am going to do. What I want to do is Farm ( Read more... )

Ever wonder? The difference is not the when, or the why...perhaps not even the what.....Funny, looking back. I laugh at it. The hilarity of it all seems to destroy the passion. Before that though, when your mind was still innocent and your heart untainted.....did it still make you cry? It all congeals and you question what you are, even what you ( Read more... )

So I stepped in dog poo today. While I was washing off my shoe, I slippe and fell on the wet floor slamming my head into the refigerator. Now, rubbing my head I realized that I in falling dropped my shoe into the kitchen sink, that was full of disifecting water (to clean the poo with, Justin, dont eat out of the sink, I cleaned poo in there). Now, ( Read more... )