First off, good, now I don't have to go to DA and clean out all of your journal entried :P
Second off, welcome to the club. I think I'm suicidal, but much too lazy to pull it off. I do things like walk out in a crosswalk when the light turns yellow, hoping someone will try to run that yellow and hit me. Same thing while driving, I hit the gas as it turns green hoping someday a drunk will come and broadside me. I think I want to die, but like have it be someone else's fault so no one says "Aww, that poor kid, he just offed himself, what a wuss" or whatever. Maybe it's just a meaning to my end that people can blame on someone else and benefit from, that way my life would have a meaning...at least to someone.
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Second off, welcome to the club. I think I'm suicidal, but much too lazy to pull it off. I do things like walk out in a crosswalk when the light turns yellow, hoping someone will try to run that yellow and hit me. Same thing while driving, I hit the gas as it turns green hoping someday a drunk will come and broadside me. I think I want to die, but like have it be someone else's fault so no one says "Aww, that poor kid, he just offed himself, what a wuss" or whatever. Maybe it's just a meaning to my end that people can blame on someone else and benefit from, that way my life would have a meaning...at least to someone.
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